Because he almost lost somebody he loved...the person who is the most important to him second to Fujishima and he was scared and stressed. Sometimes shit comes out of your mouth without consulting your brain which is what happened. I've been there when you don't know that youre gonna have the people you love still with you or if your life as you know it is over
Right? Me too. I stopped reading it since that part too and only am now restarted reading it again. It's been 84 years (j/k), lol. But really I think I stopped reading for almost 1 year now because of that part. I was shaking so bad and I wanted to slap Kiyomine so hard in the face. My little sis stop reading after that part too because she said she didn't want to see Takara forgive Kiyomine which she knew that Takara will forgive Kiyomine.
I literally stop reading this when he blame fujishima. I was so fucking mad and stop reading.