looking for something that is messed up and depressing

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/form_of_sympathy/?y5Ov

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_beast_must_die/?904T

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/hogu_hagyeongsu/?P9kP

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/obey_me/?hGb2
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/boku_o_warui_ko_ni_shite/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/similar_terms/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/sweet_heart_trigger/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/color_recipe/

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/that_summer_kim_hyun/

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/truth_or_dare/?cwrg

interview with a killer

TW for all of the following: (rape, imprisonment, pedophelia)

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/hogu_hagyeongsu/?WN62
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/nii_chan_harada/
^check anything out from that author, they write very messed up stories. author name: Harada
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/may_belongs_to_me/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/chou_to_kumo_no_su/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/heartless/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/goodbye_until_time_to_meet_you_again/

and these r messed up but more on the stupid/crazy side:

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/children_can_t_choose_their_parents/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/doravmon/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/competition_training_love_swim_tomcat/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/manager_ni_natte_mo_mondainai/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/crime_and_punishment/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/salmon/

the third perspective ( http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_third_perspective/?xy2m)

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/interview_with_a_murderer/

an uncomfortable truth - http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/an_uncomfortable_truth/?eedP
not really a bl but its def messed up

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/feeding_lamb/