SAUCEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

GUYS PLEASE I NEED HELP !!
So i read this bl manga i think 3-4 months
ago(not quite sure tho) The story goes like
this, the uke is naive-- as in super(he doesnt
know how to jerk off and what porn is). The
seme is badboy thats kind of a playboy, they
were schoolmates in an all boys school.
The uke is famous as the 'lonely wolf' bc hes a
lonely guy w/o any friends but he looks so
intimidating, the seme took an interest in him
and made him his pet-but not literally. He taught the uke all sorts of bad habits
(smoking drinking etc)they were having fun. He taught him how to jerk off, watch porn, and cut classes to find clubs and so
on and so forth. And as what i said, the uke is naive so he didn't know that he fell for him, but actually the seme fell for him firsf BUT the seme was preceded by fear. he thinks about how the ppl around him will react since theyre both men and what his gang will think about him (he has one, hes the leader i totally forgot whats their gang name) so he avoided the uke, but the uke is persistent bc he doesn't know that his feelings for the seme is love so the ending is the seme told him harsh words liek he just approached him out of pity and more. After that the uke became lonely again, he goes to school late, he's not eating lunch-hes always napping and then suspicious bc hes always wearing long sleeves. but actually the uke was getting bullied by the rival gang of the seme, bc everytime that theres a gang war the seme always bring the uke with him so they knew his face. they can't retaliate the seme so they poured their rage to the uke and it got worse when they realized that there's no one backing him up. the seme only realized when the uke's mom called him asking if he knew where he is bc hes not been home in 2days. (the uke brought(?) him to his house to introduce the seme as his first ever friend) He searched places ofc, he found the uke in an abandoned warehouse, bloody but the half was almost dry(the panel creeps me out i
swear) Internal hemorrhage, broken
backbones and arm this is the only thing I remember that happened to the uke. the uke was in coma, so the seme and the ukes mom had a heart to heart talk, i dropped this bc my chest keep tightening, i really cant go on. Their lines hurt so much, then the seme just knew that the uke was just adopted, he was taken from the hospital when he was 2years old and hes in coma for 2years too. his foster mother was a nurse in that hospital, and the doctors were planning on removing the life supporter bc he has no relatives that are visiting pero b4 that, the uke finally woke up without his memories so the nurse decided to adopt him. There's something wrong abt the uke's brain so thats why hes quite stupid and naive. i cant remember everything but the uke's past was so painful PLSSSS IF YOU KNOW WHAT MANGA IS THIS DROP THE EFFIN TITLE!!!! I DIDN'T FINISH THIS YET BUT IM READY TO FINISH IT, MY FUCKING PHONE GOT REFORMATTED SO I CAN'T FIND IT!!! THE ONLY THING I REMEMBER IS THAT THE TITLE HAS 'GOMEN' AND THE TITLE WAS SO LONG I THINK 8-9 WORDS PLEASEEEEEE