What was that manga where the uke and seme are in the army and the uke got raped cuz of on...

What was that manga where the uke and seme are in the army and the uke got raped cuz of one of his friends and then the seme helped him . And they kissed in the shower and the seme got hard and they jerked each other off and then the seme kissed uke and uke got scared . I really can't explain but seme is older and has blond hair and the cover in pink red