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So I'm looking for this one manga which I don't really remember the title cause it has been a long time since i've read it . So it's about a boy who's left or right eye can't be used and who loves his brother's friend who is his lover or sex partner i don't remember then after years later his brother's friend went to other country . Then the boy decided to find him and reclaim that his brother is died because of an accident and replaced his brother's eye for him. So his brother's friend was quite shocked and sad . One day they had a fight . His brother's friend went to buy groceries and the boy met his brother's friend neighbour who is almost gay. So they had sex together and the scene that I couldn't forget is when the boy was eating spaghetti while fcking the neighbour on the dining table . So his brother's friend pissed off and throw a bottle of wine or smth at the wall. Help! I really want to read this again!