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post partum depression aside can you imagine what she must be thinking seeing her husband kill off his family like that???? "if you can kill them so easily what about me?" kinda thoughts it's no wonder why she'd not say anything regarding her feelings but the fact that she still loves him and seeks him out and he just ughhh

Everyone keeps hating on her for not being the best mom but having sever depression after your baby is born is really impactful this sort of post partum depression does make a person hate their baby, it’s not that they don’t want to love their kid, like the FL she did want to love her baby and was confused as to why she couldn’t. Along with all of that she is still a kid herself and had her dad die, then her husband never helped or visited or showed her any support or love after she gave birth. He scared her by killing people.
She was confused and again she’s like young young if he’s 19 then she’s 16, She went out a lot because she always felt alone, sure of course her son didn’t deserve any of that but the dad should have also not raised the kid to straight up be able to kill ppl. Althoughhhh Harasen was also a kid that got sent to war and took over everything really young . This story is so realistic compared to others and i love it so much