I know everyone's raging at Itan but I feel so bad for him... I only saw part of the Spani...

I know everyone's raging at Itan but I feel so bad for him...
I only saw part of the Spanish chapters (I got annoyed, and I can't read Spanish), so I don't know how it ends. But Itan, with a dark past who doesn't trust anyone, opens up to one person only, Moto. Then he gets a nasty slap from life, 'cause Moto's found someone else. And since Itan raped him, he knows that he'll never be able to care for Moto like he did before... Sure, Itan somewhat deserves it 'cause he raped Moto, but I have a feeling if Sazz didn't show up, Itan and Moto would have been together.
I mean, didn't Moto say that Itan was his first love in the early chapters or something (unless I read it completely wrong, lol)? And if the misunderstanding about Itan liking Jin instead of Moto was cleared, they could have been together...
Itan is a violent person, and I'm guessing he hasn't been in love very many times... So he doesn't know how to uh... Properly? love someone. And love makes you do stupid things. It made Itan do stupid violent things. And of course, everyone that nails him for the rape makes me feel even more sympathetic for him (but yes, he shouldn't have done that).
Anyway, I'm not going to bother waiting for this manwha 'cause it's so heartbreaking. Every other manga/manwha that has a character like Itan makes me love them, and qqqqqqqqqqqqqqq all over the place ('cause the love they feel is so pure [like, as in they're all in for that person, and have done everything they can for that someone, and softens up to that one person only. Obviously rape isn't very pure lol], but they don't know how to show it so they screw it up, and they never end up with the uke). SO SAD.
I'm just going to root for SazzxItan now, okay? QQQQQQ