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The FL just doesn't sit right with me like why would you get sad/ mad at your idol dating ? You are his fan not his partner ? Why would you be disappointed if he put on a fake persona ? If he isn't a bad person but puts on a persona for his JOB then why do you have a problem with it ? Why do you think you are entitled to knowing everything about your idol ? Once again that's his job. She is so parasocial it irks me. If anything you should be feeling that towards your friend because she would have been hiding things from you but once again its understandable why she did ? ( I am not saying I like her friend, she is also a problem ). It's so weird to me she is legit crying over her idol dating, like miss girl if you weren't there the MC of a webtoon he would have never known you existed and that's ok coming from a kpop fan I am never going to marry my OPPAR and it's totally normal. That chapter where Yubin shows up at her door just made me angry with how entitled she acted.
Sorry for my rant guys
I also want to add that she is changing I would say for the better through these chapters and I don't completly hate her it's just that her behavior is not normal sometimes. Agin in the beginning she always says she has a fling with yubin's brother on multiple occasions instead of just saying yujin and I guess her obsession with her idol is really highlighted when they drank together and she drew on yujin yubin's mole. I hope she can change for the better and be a better friend for yujin while getting herself newfriends that care about her
2 months with a guy that ends up treating you like trash when you see him again after ten years vs a man that has supported you for ten years and she will still end up with the first option... I am not saying that she has to love the second dude like it's his reward, I just find it difficult to believe anyone would behave like that in real life