Fucking shit, my first love happened to developed the same way as the girl's... You know, the guy I lokie dfor about 8 years had already fallen in love with someone else, but he was so polite, and when I confessed I literally told him not to feel sorry about me, that liking him made me a better person and to be more confident in himself, AND THEN I HELPED HIM GET IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH HIS CURRENT PARTNER... And then when they would fight, he would come to me to talk about how much he loved his partner, and yes, I still wasn't able to move on... And the his best friend and I started talking about him and stuff, and well... I fell in love with the girl, and we were in a year long relationship, but then she broke up with me, because not only was she constantly jealous of the guy I'd previously liked, she was also terrified her family would find out about her sexual orientation. And that was a year and a half ago, and them both still look for me for advice, and I still love my ex... And she somehow believes I still like my first love, which is completely irrational. And she is falling in love with this other guy, and honestly... My love life has always been and will always be a utter and complete mess...
So THAT BRINGS ME TO WHY I'M READING THIS BEAUTIFULLY NEAT AND SIMPLE LOVE STORY AT 3 AM... I need to feel that somehow love is good and it doesn't just exists to screw things up... And make a mess in the process...
If you'd only ignore the fact that he is the LEADER OF THE BIGGEST MAFIA in THE WORLD... You could say, he IS THE PERFECT ADONIS. How can he be so PRETTY, OMG!?! (β'β‘'β)οΎ
Fucking shit, my first love happened to developed the same way as the girl's... You know, the guy I lokie dfor about 8 years had already fallen in love with someone else, but he was so polite, and when I confessed I literally told him not to feel sorry about me, that liking him made me a better person and to be more confident in himself, AND THEN I HELPED HIM GET IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH HIS CURRENT PARTNER... And then when they would fight, he would come to me to talk about how much he loved his partner, and yes, I still wasn't able to move on... And the his best friend and I started talking about him and stuff, and well... I fell in love with the girl, and we were in a year long relationship, but then she broke up with me, because not only was she constantly jealous of the guy I'd previously liked, she was also terrified her family would find out about her sexual orientation. And that was a year and a half ago, and them both still look for me for advice, and I still love my ex... And she somehow believes I still like my first love, which is completely irrational. And she is falling in love with this other guy, and honestly... My love life has always been and will always be a utter and complete mess...
So THAT BRINGS ME TO WHY I'M READING THIS BEAUTIFULLY NEAT AND SIMPLE LOVE STORY AT 3 AM... I need to feel that somehow love is good and it doesn't just exists to screw things up... And make a mess in the process...