Gang I think the reason why he’s 15 in the animal world is bc 15 is like a really old age for an actual animal like for a bear 15 is around 40s and in that world human is also a clan so I think that’s why. Not justifying anything bc it’s still is weird asf but I think this might’ve been the author takes idk tho.
About his sister I was wondering about her feeling towards him too but I searched it up and it seems like she only like him as a brother but with everyone telling her she have a brother complex in her childhood she act distant and watches her actions with him so I think that the love she built up is just her taking out her feelings of love she couldn’t express as his sister .
Yeah I agree with the sister complex, but also I think its because of the mentality that the only person who you ever hang out with, played with, discuss secrets upon (basically both a best friend and a brother) would be slowly spending less time with you as he gained has a lover, and that would result something akin to losing a part of you abit. And thus, the need to broaden your social group and time, to spend with others as to not seemingly cling or annoy her brother much.
Its like a situation where you spend less time with your bestfriend cuz they now have a significant other and you really dont want to bother them much as you want then to be happy with them and asking then out to hang out feels like youre disturbing their time together-- kind of sense











Hi everyone, I read this maybe a bit fast bc I was rereading it but I don’t get the impact and consequences from McQueen doing porn, I meant how it was portrayed in the story after they were outed I’m a but confused at the layers of the story and sincerely asking can someone explain it to me pls tysm! ┗( T﹏T )┛
This manhwa has been a favourite of mine since the 6 years I’ve read bl and I too can’t really understand why everyone’s such an dickhead towards the outing each time I re read. But I guess it has to do with the fact that the porn industry itself is largely shunned and taboo in the regular world. And I guess in Mcqueens situation his screenplay garnered major attention where it reached levels of being offered awards at actual film festivals, so when his story of a young boy navigating his homosexuality and religion hand in hand is heavily based on himself, viewers will see Mcqueens real life as a active member and contributor to the porn industry and think, “oh he was supposed to find himself? Why did he turn out to do something so disgusting” because I guess him working in porn might conform to stereotypes of the lgbtq+ community being “lustful” and “devilish” even though they aren’t true. And I think regular completely hetero people just don’t understand the complexities of a man like McQueen or understand what ultimately led him to make the decisions he did. (Although him profiting off a rape fantasy was weird asf). And in Edd’s case I think it’s already a preconceived assumption of his character by the people around him that he seems to be a “totally cool straight nonchalant handsome kawaii guy”. So when the people around him figure out he’s been in a porno, and a gay one at that it makes them question the image they set for him which messes people up. But ultimately it’s because of homophobia. And the porn industry, is generally just a big extortion ring which why it gets it rep even if McQueens company did things differently, people see porn as porn whether it’s made with consideration and love for art or not. I think the difference though with Mcqueens company is that in his case he is an actual gay man with actual homosexual experiences which is why he can actually create accurate depictions of gay sex acts, while the regular money farming ones you’d find on porn hub that profit off the fetishisation of gay and lesbian heavily exaggerate and promote harmful connotations about sexual activity between gay people. This is long asf wtf I’m drunk lol but hope this helped
tysfm for this u just opened my eyes, such good analysis of this manhwa thank you!