We all know she would never settle for the soldier, but we also know that because of her status she can never be with the soldier anyway unless she ran away with him. She would never do that her pride and her hatred for her step siblings is so strong she wants to see them suffer. her love for Varkas is strong she hates to lose. We know what she should do but that’s not how this story is heading.
If I was a knight and My ladyship risked her life to save me, had a miscarriage and then went to her family‘s home only to get beaten I’ll be pissed too.
We all know she would never settle for the soldier, but we also know that because of her status she can never be with the soldier anyway unless she ran away with him. She would never do that her pride and her hatred for her step siblings is so strong she wants to see them suffer. her love for Varkas is strong she hates to lose. We know what she should do but that’s not how this story is heading.