This chapter actually made me so sad. I cried the second I saw the blood on Jihwans hand.
People changing to seem "normal" or "happy" is usually their last and final act before committing suicide; they've lost all hope so they fabricate it to leave that hope behind. It's genuinely so sad. "She died because she wanted to" I'm going insane
CIRRUS YOU CAN DO NO WRONG NOTHING COULD MAKE ME HATE YOU