pitifulneko's Topics (38)

Wait wait waot when senzaki appeared that last time(when he said he wont forgive tatsumi) was he really there or was it all just in tatsumi's head??

WHEN SENZAKI CRIED I CRIED TOO HELP ME LORD GIVE ME PATIENCE FOR THE NEXT UPDATE

Wait it aint over yet right it says to be continued but omg im shaking bc they soooooo cute together omf im crying internally bc of everything happening idek what im feeling rn its 2am and i have to be awake by 6am for class tomorrow but like i love this work so much the update is what i look forward to a lot and so i hope theres more ahhh ok im going to sleep now

Mama we all go to hell

im re-commenting cos i wasn't satisfied with my last one,, kinda hoping for a continuation for this story bc i want to see where it goes from here and like theres a part of me that wants to know if things will go well or get better for him (gai). anyway i think what makes this story so upsetting for me is bc of how realistic it is /: . like i've read a bunch of stories that contained rape but in most of them there's like Stockholm syndrome or sth where the victim falls for the rapist or ends up enjoying and im not saying those things don't happen irl but its v rare and not as often as the stories make them. this one was just rlly upsetting tho.. idek what im trying to say here but,, there's a point in there somewhere that makes sense

I feel like crying and giving him a hug and also killing those 3 officers by chopping off their dicks

this is a turn off for me bc that looked too painful.. ouch :c

awww that was so adorable oh my goddd

shit.. this was emotionally overwhelming... i even teared up a bit at the end.. just think of it, things could have been so much, completely, different if only they had sought help for kei. he has problems, he's ill. it could be the result of the constant bullying/abuse he's been getting since he was a child and also the fact that he thinks he's in love with his own twin brother, the unrequited love (he thinks??) he's feeling and it could also be all that added up to the fact that he might already have a mental disorder (because reality check !! some people are born with mental illness, without anything triggering it, and it cant be helped !!) which is why i don't get how some people are actually slut shaming him like,?? he's mentally ill???

but anyway yeah this was a really emotional one.. from what i've heard the mangaka dropped this? such a shame since this had so much potential.. i would have loved to see more of roku and the glasses kid,, something beautiful and adorable could have happened there and maybe he could even help roku recover... also the other character, the black haired guy who played basketball?? his character was so mildly introduced, there was also a lot of potential of exploring his point of view, since he obviously has somewhat feelings for roku but he just has a dick way of showing it (i dont like him tho lol cos he's being such a prick towards roku. roku deserves better, i like him with the glasses guy better)


i actually think this could be a masterpiece if it were to be worked on more/continued because it has such a unique and emotional storyline/plot. i would love to read more of this... but still, one can always consider this to be an open ending and whatever happens next in the story is to be left with our own imaginations. it doesn't change the fact that i think this was an amazing story because of how it affected me emotionally.

I liked the first story because even tho it's a bit dark but the ending was nice and sweet and just it was such a pleasant read. Nonfiction tho,, at the beginning i was like aw they went from co-stars to actually liking each other but then when i found out that he was asked to do it i got so angry i dont even know why im so sensitive about things like this, i got so absorbed that even when the ending hinted that they actually did fall in love with each other, i couldn't get over the betrayal.. it kinda feels like im in the main character's shoes cos i actually felt betrayed and in the end i still doubted and find it hard to believe he has genuine feelings for him.. that being said the second story must've been really good for making me feel this frustrated.. right so.. rant over hah