Im looking for a japanese bl manga where the mc is a salaryman worker ( or maybe different) who just ended his longterm ex bf (they dated for around 5-10yrs) due to ex having found a good partner who makes good food. So mc went out and found a newly opened shop where he met ml, a chef and owner of the shop. He became a regular and ml always reserved a seat for him.
They have a huge age gap like 5-10 yrs but doesnt look like it.
Huhu pls help
Stalked the artist and imma say im not happy with the route they're going with, but hopefully everything will be resolved(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
How come if you don’t mind me asking?
SPOILER ME?!
Amnesia
Why suddenly all cute and lovey dovey turn to amnesia arc ヽ(`Д´)ノ(hopefully its just for a moment)
Who got amnesia
shikano
Can you spoil what actually happens
i didnt take the time to fully the entire thing (skipped a few dialogues cuz i was lazy sorry if its inaccurate)
but basically in chapter 11, kanemori was stressed from like a nightmare abt shikano getting hurt by like cupboards and was a little out of it the entire day and they wanted to see visit the planetarium or something about the night sky so kanemori asked around to get those night light thing with starts in the storage room in their dormitory (btw shikano and kanemori r roommates). so because of the nightmare he was rlly antsy abt going into the store room to find the lamp thing (i rlly dont know what theyre called) and kept trying to reassure himself itll be fine. i think it was cuz he was out for too long that shikano eventually asked around to find him and when theyre both in the storage room a cupboard fell onto where kanemori was but shikano managed to protect him which resulted in shikano practically crushed by the cupboard and kanemori with an injured eye.
then in chapter 13(?) kanemori wakes up but shikano has and theres flashback abt their relationship. shikano wakes up but doesnt remember like a few years of his life meaning he doesnt know kanemori. kanemori just introduces himself as his friend rather than bf and starts wondering if he made the right choice (?).
eventually shikano finds out kanemori has been lying abt their relationship as only friends as his phones notes app (?) diary (?) password was like kanemoris name and birthday and he confronts kanemori abt that. (the diary was practically just daily logs that start with “my boyfriend is seriously beautiful” like he was insanely downbad for kanemori)
by chapter 16 which is the latest one the author has out on their twt, shikano still doesnt have his memories back but wants to love kanemori even if he isnt the same shikano that kanemori is in a relationship with.
there may be some parts i didnt mention but this is the general gist of it tho. the author hasnt made an update i think since like march iirc from cmoa.
Omyghod thank you so much for thiss never thought it'd get that kind of angsty huhu i hope it gets better soon