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Happy valentines everyone! Hope y'all having a wonderful day with your partners or partners to be and forget to give your girl a flowerヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~
Sincere,
Your resident loner (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
Happy valentines I love myself
Happy valentines dayy , I have yet to enjoy the company of a gal/guy , so here are flowers for yall ε(´｡•᎑•`)っ
Sincere,
Neighbour who tickles your toes (˶˃⤙˂˶)
Consuming romance and smut materials everyday bc i could only wish to experience an inch what they're having ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶ how does other people do it, be in a relationship even after a break up while here i am still fantasizing what it feels like to hold someone's hand and go on cute dates despite my age
People i talk to say petnames and holding hands are cringey for couples and im just thinking how lucky they must be to have someone to be able to do those cringe stuff (▰˘◡˘▰) ive been too accustomed consuming smut due to loneliness that i cannot see the day of letting them ho just bc ive grown way too old to be consuming and fantasizing (￣∇￣")
My only wish is for younger people to not grow up like me, it's very dark and lonely out here. Also, trying to change your format of writing is harder than I thought haha. I just needed a place to vent off since none of my family and friends knows I've been feeling like this, everyday, for years now. It's frustrating, depressing, yet I cannot tell them that because it's too shallow of a problem. Sorry.
I don’t think it’s a shallow problem at all :) human beings are social beings and wanting to experience companionship on a deeper level that comes from being in a relationship is something that’s very common. Have we idealized and romanticized what we see from those romance shows and movies? Yeah a bit. But we also see different forms of love irl around us too and I think it’s quite understandable wanting to experience that for yourself as well <3 I hope you’re able to find that for yourself soon! It would help quite a bit to put more effort into taking initiatives of going out, getting to know more people. But it’s a long process so take your time, there is no set age to find that type of love for yourself!
no ones too old for anything, even if you’re not in your highschool or college years you have your whole to figure out what you want and to get it. relationships aren’t any less genuine based off what age you start them
I am also obsessed with smut, but have ideal dream and scenarios of it and I guess it really affects my daily life as an adult because I got more time to consume in fiction. While forgetting to look in the reality of my situation.
I guess being at home with my family get me too dependent of them, like cooking and cleaning. So I think it is better for me to have my own life and get independent so that I have less time obsessing with reading smut.
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I also think you have a lot more time to balance your life. So keep fighting!!
While those kids are still learning, but I hope they wont get similar to me being obsessed with BL and other smut.
This has to be rushed. The plot was going smooth until chapter 75. I was so invested on how the emperor will be freed other than killing and have that sweet sweet long redemption arc bc for some fucking reason I was actually rooting for him on the other hand I was preparing myself that he will be killed at some point bc they're hinting that he's hopeless unless killed.
Na bro, chapter 75 doesn't exist for me and I'll create on my own ending.
I hate how I actually liked this and the pain that it has to be ended just like this.
Agreed!
Here's my comment I made for you, "This one got flushed down a toilet. Don't bother starting it at all because it was clearly axed. It started out great, had mystery and the pink haired lady and blonde really were starting to love each other of course blonde went more crazy.
Basically, blonde trapped pink hair and black hair was coming to save her. It cuts off after her realizing that blonde was planning to trap her in confinement forever. The End. We don't get to see Eden save Seraphina or Reinelo die and be released from his gods control or them return to their original world.
It makes me wish I never started it to begin with. My head canon is Eden and Seraphina never left the capitol and they saved Reinelo from Actilus control. Seraphina and Reinelo get to fall into normal healthy love and Eden goes back to their world. The Real Ending because screw this."
I hope this helps you feel less alone with your opinion!
No literallyyy im on ch. 37 rn and i really like the story but cuz i was worried they’d actually kill him i skipped to the end☠ wtf happened☠ NOT the ending I was looking forward to threw it all down the drain. Now I don’t want to continue. Well I do but not till ch. 75☠ but I’m gonna have to drop this sigh
You may as well finish it and join fantasy gang! This room is crowded but we can spare a tissue box!
"You've already started it might as well finish it"
mentality haha
We'll welcome you with open arms in the ending
HELP LMAOOO that’s so funny, I’ll maybe finish it and come join the gng for the spare tissue box
Literally, thank you thank you for welcoming me with open arms. I’ll eventually reach the ending in some years when I finally decide to stop avoiding it
I understand the avoidance. Don't worry one day you'll over come this fear and just go, "Screw it!" And blunder through the pain.
Until then, we'll all be waiting for you!
LOL YES thank you thank you