Initially i wasn't bothered by it. It was something that was fictional and i didn't make a big deal about the victim falling for the abuser. But as i grew up i started to took at it differently. It wasn't a conscious decision, but after 20, a lot of stuff happens and now i can't stomach rape in yaoi, expecially explicit scenes. It makes me sick to ...... 1 reply
First anime was Sailor Moon and Dragon Ball, when i was around 8 i guess, and my first manga was Ar Tonelico arpeggio around 15 just because i fucking loved the games so much i searched everything about them and read all xD reply
17 i think, i started with anime shonen-ai (i think the firm BL stuff i saw was Loveless) then i started searching more and dove into yaoi OVA and later manga(▰˘◡˘▰) reply
want to do learn japanese chinese korean
did tried to kill yourself
