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Sometimes I think about wanting to be gang-raped, PRETTY FUCKED UP RIGHT?

I had a dried orgasm when fantasizing about having intercourse with a guy (i'm a girl). The problem is that that guy was a murderer who killed my family. He is the ugly, fatty, pimple and stubble kinda creep. But I had an orgasm. I was surprised by myself.

hahaha a lot of the most twisted are sexual! but i won't share that~ then mine is... when i thought i should kill myself because things will only get harder, and i'm not going to be something amazing when i "grow up" so why should i? but then i thought about how much my family would miss me and how it would hurt... lol, just kidding. that wouldn'......

Probably the time where I laughed hysterical out loud by the thought about stabbing people to death even after the point they died...dark times, dark thoughts.. and not once...no, a lot of times O.o Glad I'm in a good mindset now for years :) But I'm also interested those kind of things :)

Hmmm... interesting... Let me think... I was bullied for being chubby (aside for being a big build woman) and grew tired of people's mouths, so once I got into a fight with a fucking anoying dwarf who called me something, cow, or whale, like that xD So, we fought, and at some point I remember grabbing his head and start pressing his eyes, thinking ......