I don't know, but I just can't cry even if I wanted to. Maybe because I was more disgusted with the types of people portrayed in the story that I can't put my whole heart into crying. But it really felt real. There really are people like that here in the U.S. That makes them appear more disgusting to me, to the point that hurts my stomach.
Please be happy Simon and Conor!!! At least by the end of this story.
I don't really understand why people are so angry to Keiichi. I mean he clearly love Shingo so much! I mean Shingo was the one who broke up with him. He was the one who always back away easily. Shingo was the one who ran away once or twice from him. Who do you think was the one who was always left abandoned? You hate that Keiichi is too freaking possessive, but do you think their relationship will last if Keiichi didn't hold on tightly to Shingo?
And a lot of people think like Shingo has the only one who has baggage problems. People forgot that unlike Shingo, Keiichi doesn't have anyone as close to him like Masayan to Shingo. An emotional and mental support. He hates his family. He basically only have Shingo, that's why he treasures him so much. So If Shingo is insecure, how would you think Keiichi feel after constantly chasing after Shingo? People talk like he doesn't even have any right to be the one who sulk or snob Shingo, when Shingo was the one who's like "I can't smell your usual scent anymore...let's break up." And at that time Shingo didn't have any clue that Keiichi talked to his brother and bought that damned ring you guys hate so much. I mean give the guy a break. He doesn't always want to be mean, we all know how he spoiled Shingo! Wait for the guy's POV.
P.S.
There are things that we don't clearly understant by reading the book once or twice or even more. I used to feel the same way as you guys, but then I read the book again and tried to think what's going on through his mind and try to put yourself in his place. It's not that easy.
I agree with you
the first time i read the book i was so mad at Keiichi
but I reread it after the last chapter came out
and I felt ashamed for hating Keiichi
he clearly didnt want to break up with Shingo
He loves him too much and thats been proven alot of times
Yea he made the mistake of letting that Angelo guy kiss him and not explaining his relationship to Shingo
And yea he did treat Shingo like crap when they met again but Cmon Shingo broke his heart by breaking up with him ( not saying Shingo deserved it cuz i love my honey too much and to me he deserves only good things) but Keiichi must have felt horrible the weeks that he wasnt with Shingo
Just because we didnt see his POV doesnt mean he didn't suffer like Shingo did
And I thought the Ring was an adorable gesture of him
i dont know why people are mad about it
Shingo can buy him a ring to prove he belongs to him
Keichi doesnt have to put all the effort in the relationship
Shingo has to put effort in it too
I know exactly what you mean. I had similar emotion when I was reading it. When Angelo first kiss him, I was extremely upset, but then I felt bad when Shingo broke up with him, and he told Rio to tell Shingo that he love him most. However I was upset again when he treated Shingo so cruelly.
I feel like a lot of people were angry when they were reading it at the moment. I feel like a lot of people have calm down since then.
Also, I think Shingo and Kagami is both too blame. Yes, Shingo was insecure but he never truly confronted his fear by himself.
shingo always runs away from his fear of being abandon, but they always get back together because Kagami would chase after him. This time, Shingo have to be the one to chase after him for them to truly have a happy ending.
I think somewhere inside him, Kagami knew and that's why he accepted the break up so easily, tho it still broke his heart.
it's good to see people finally calm their titties and see things from new perspective. they keep complaining about lack of communication between them, well shingo run the fuck away every time shit doesn't happen they way he wants it or things got too serious, and people demands only keiichi to do everything and fix things between them while shingo keeps wreaking havoc allover the place? fuck that logic, the best way to learn is from a mistake, and that is why keiichi let shingo go, so shingo can learn and understand, that running away is not the answer to everything. and you see what happen? they finally fucking talk and resolve some shit around.
Kyon, it's all right baby... just tell him.