can someone recommend me a BL or GL with real unrequited love, like i dont mean "they didn't know the other person liked them and they secretly love each other" or "A rejected B because they weren't close but after getting to know each other they end up falling in love" i want some REAL unrequited love that genuinely makes your heart ache and captures the experience of being queer PLEASE I NEED RECOMMENDATIONS.
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/life_senjou_no_bokura/
Real depiction of how societal prejudices pressures homosexual relationships to confirm with society at the behest of their true self. Aka ml and mc broke up because of societal prejudices but has s good ending tho
These are all GLs:
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kono_koi_wa_hoshi_ni_wa_negawanai/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/haru_and_midori/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/gunjou/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/this_love_that_won_t_reach/ (age gap, MC is in love with her sister-in-law; rushed and ambiguous ending)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_story_of_a_person_who_grew_a_flower/ (short story; age gap, teacher-student relationship;hanahaki disease)
genuinely cried on chapter 15 man