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i feel like im dead but breathing,just depressed and trying to bring myself up but with out any luck,sometimes i just think that i should just end all of it ,and i start relating to songs with parts like this
-She says she wants to end it all
when she's all alone in her room
She cries
The way she feels inside is too much for her
When all you got is these four walls
It's not that hard to feel so small
Or even exist at all
How come no one heard her when she said
Maybe I'm better off dead
If I would,would it finally be enough
To shut out all those voices in my head?
etc.....
things like ,if i didnt exist the world would be still the same,im just a insignificant small piece in it
i never had these tought before ,and i dont know what to do,i want to forget these tought but they keep coming to my head,the only things that brings happyness to me is my puppy , normally music makes me happy too but i cant stop listening to songs about the topic, i try to ditract myself from those toughts with music or manga
please can someone give me bands for me to listen ? please i just want to forget everything and music helps me with it
please
Well, maybe you should try to seach positive song that lifft up your spirit. 90 and early 20 song always lift my mood with their music
Like black parade,t.a.t.u,Michele learn to rock. A song say you can go on even all this shit happens. M&N also not bad. Ahhh sorry,my collection of song is for 90's kid.
Sometimes i like this type of song
" Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what its like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what its like to be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one there to save you
No you don't know what its like
Welcome to my life
Do you want to be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over"
I dont know why thia song always cheer me up whn Im down. ┗( T﹏T )┛
thank you so much im going to listen to all of those songs thank yo uso much
i keep all the songs too,
music lifts my mood so much but lately is not doing a very good jog
thank you so much
Besides that, you should also try to watch something like new anime or start something new like cooking or some online classes. Those will give you a feel of accomplishment. Maybe get a small pet like a small fish or buy a small pot of plant and take care of it. That gives you some purposes in life. Be strong, you can overcome it. I am going through a tough time as well, and when I listen to music, tears just roll out of my eyes and I just want to drive into a train on the way home...When negative thoughts come to mine, you must yell STOP. And try to get plenty of sleep.
Np.
I hope you can overcome whatever you are having. Its easy to say that but Im sure u just need a pal to have some laughs after this over.
To me,i like to cry like crazy then met my brother,he always lift me up whn Im down.
Im sure you will have a better day soon.
Cheers the time you have and buck up. ╮(￣▽￣)╭
thank you i hope that too
im normally alone and when im down music lifts me up or anime too well not doing much
i also cry alot , its nice of your brother to do that
thank you ,i hope to have better days soon too
i have time yes (^_^)
hi (^_^)/
im trying to find a manga that alogn time ago i started reading it but i didnt finished
i dont remenber much of the story ,just certain bits ,also dont remenber any names
theres this main charather that he is both genders from the waist up he is a boy and from the waist down he is a girl,or is the oposit,he wants to be seen has a guy
theres a another guy interested in him and tries to flirt with him at times,but i think the main character gets annoyid at the guy
,the main charather has a crush on this girl who dosnt know he has both genders,i think that the girl some how finds out cause i remenber one time the main character entered into her room by the windon and they spend the night together (including sexual)
also the main character has this moments where its like he is fighting with himself in dreams where two versions of him a girl and a boy try to fight ,the girl trying to put the boy side in danger
thats all i remenber,does anyone know what manga it is?
Is it after school nightmare?
omg yaaaasss ,yes it is thank you so much