Sir you lost your memory not your human decency…. But oh well I love these tropes. Love the angst, regret and redemption. Guess I’m just a masochist. Any recommendations?
idk if you're still looking, but "drunk in love" also have this kinda trope where the seme is a total asshole that you really cant help but hate them and watch them going through redemption arcs. (it's a manhua sadly, so they have to censor most intimate moment, but it has great plot)
i think that manhua has the best chasing arc i've ever read lol, it was just so crazy. you'd have to bear the angst at the beginning though.
I guess I’m a sick bastard here. I am kinda enjoying it? Not the r@pe per se but the mind games they’re playing? We saw on the teaser, it seems like it’s gonna go on until Yeonjo literally becomes shell of a human. So I’m kinda expecting more fked up shit happening to MC. I only wish they could give us some plot developments.











Everytime I try to read this, I remind myself that it's just a rape fetish, I'm just here for the fked upery, I end up getting emotional. Itd be different if the rape is glossed up as 'yeah but he liked it', but precisely because Haewon's emotions/reactions/ mentality so real and taken seriously (to the readers) I can't help but feel the squeeze at my heart. I don't know any dickheads like the MLs, but I can see how would Haewon become like this (broken, knows it's wrong and fked up yet still hopeful). Why the fk I torture myself like this. Knowing fully well they gonna end up 2 gether, and no justice will be served.....
then it's not a fetish entirely? a plot exists, even if it's entirely developed by the protagonist and not because of a 'big agenda.' the protagonist has reactions towards the abuse, such as PTSD and suicidal thoughts. just because the rape is what's used to 'hurt' the protagonist and create the conflict, doesn't mean it's a fetish. specially when the protagonist is not reacting like the erotic webtoons that do have rape as a kink. haewon is a character who has his struggles and his reaction towards his abuse--to minimize the plot and his struggles as a 'rape fetish' seems a bit insesitive, specially since the whole webtoon is a nightmare and not shown as something sexually pleasing.