i think i've read this too many times that i can remember what happened each chapter, yet the emotions still hit me like the first time. when he cried after holding hayato the first time, i also teared up. my boi felt so free T^T how suffocating it must have been to deny yourself for years and i'm glad hayato found someone who would love him most ;-; live happily guys, live true to your colorful gay selves, fck those who will tell you otherwise
BRUH WHAT'S WITH THAT CLIFFHANGER. i was searching for the novel, but everything i found either fried my brain or was no longer available. i would have settled with the mtls but i don't know who the characters are except for the main ones bc their names are just so far from the manhwa version >< im so stressed im just venting at this point aawAaaaa










he would burn their estate w/o mehen after saying he's not gonna fall in love. lol. you were in love since kid, you were just gae and unaware