he's getting obsessed little by little and he doesnt even know it
saying you feel sorry for gyuyoung when gyuyoung literally cannot exist without gyuha is wild
the author knows how to build up the angst well and know to make the count suffer for a while because he had cloden beat up, so surely they know the end isnt enough right?
i feel him so much grieving for bada that i also get teary eyed every time a scene of him feeling that way pops up because i only have my dog too and my heart would break when he's gone. him going to work as bada quietly passed away is literally my greatest nightmare
someone tell me if this gets better because i'm on chapter 12 and the main character annoys the f out of me. i think he's dumb and weak af. this shit is supposed to give me butterflies or angst (both return feelings but doesnt know it) but im just annoyed rn
y'all need to fucking realize that yujin was always going to bolt the moment he learned his father was out of prison. he is reallyx3 traumatized. i dont even think he'd be where he was at the start of the story if his father wasnt locked up. he just wavered for a moment bc of aaron, but him escaping his father is like, the focus here. if this wasnt bl and his father was really determined to make his son's life a hell, it'd be just the abuser chasing down his victim.
and i said that bc there are abusers who'd be like, "that's too much work, i'll just find another victim". but his father seems to have lost his marbles since his wife died and seems to blame yujin for that, so it's not above him to chase after yujin till the ends of the earth
i thibk a lot of people (myself included) already knew that it’s just a common arc that people have bitter sweet feelings towards
i'm just annoyed bc there are comments making it seem like yujin was just leaving for the plot's sake when i think the buildup as to why he feels the need to was actually done well
i saw that this updated but i cant even bring myself to read haha. it just feels like i'm gonna get frustrated. maybe i'll marinate this a bit more.
i might be wrong but it's setup like the receptionist is suss though she might just have thought that gyuha might be one of cha dog's fuck buddies. bc clearly bro wasn't in a meeting considering how he went down for lunch almost immediately after gyuha left the building. if u calculate that cha dog mightve come from the top floor which is probably his office, i think it's reasonable to assume that
i get the author. i'm sick rn too :(