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Sometimes I will reread this just to remember I can feel
I don't know if this is the same for everyone else, but when I read the first story of how aki was in love with Chichi and non was in love with Aki and was aware of his feelings towards Chichi makes me so utterly sad.
I cry almost every single time at the way they felt because he so was so in love with him. He was willing to do almost anything. (This is about non's feelings towards Aki) and the fact that it wasn't until later an adulthood when they finally reconnected that they got their ending. They finally fell in love with each other people who wanted them people who cared for them. I just love that because they really fit the puzzle pieces for each other. Non-looked and cared for Aki and Aki and really really wanted someone to love him and he wanted to be careful. I think just work really well
I really didn't care for the second story. I was just whatever
But third story really also got me man was prepared to throw away his whole life prepared to get divorced to give everything to his ex-wife prepared to be absent or to only be present for holidays for his daughter. All for a man who was he was not even sure. Loved him. He was so dedicated. He didn't even think that the other guy was interested in him until it was like the very end. He was so in love with the meeting care that the man he was in love with was talking to one of his ex's consistently
And yeah I do address that his father pretty much abused him. Whether you think is abuse or not, it is. He manipulated this child and recorded this child and oversexualized his own child just for money and exploded his child for money and when he had a dispute with a sponsor he decided you know what to do the same s*** in America and by that time his wife didn't agree with it anymore and they separated and the abused child annoyed that his mother wanted to actually help him not knowing she was trying to help him went with his father and then got abused at his father's workplace. He got exploited. He was manipulated. He was a teenager when he went with
what was presumably a grown adult and was manipulated to be with him. Whether you think it or not, it was manipulation. He was a teenager. He was not yet adult. He was developing mine with the grown adult and I was just not okay and the fact they saw there is not in his life right now speaks volumes
Anyways, like I said I mostly just reread this so I remember I can feel because I always saw it because it makes me so sad but I don't think I would recommend. I think it's too sad and it's a little weird because you have to read a different manga for context. But I do love it. I love the stories. I love the subtext. I think it's really good and mostly because anytime I read bl it's almost always angsty and angsty bl we always makes me cry