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I read bl for a living but this feels wrong , I ship them but this doesn't seat well with me .
What you think ? [(--)]zzz
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Its same for me( ̄∇ ̄") idk why tho.. Its like kagehina.. I really really do ship them but im not rly a fan for their doujin esp smut even tho im open to many bls/yaois;it feels wrong to say this but im a hardcore fan for bl rapes and bdsm, so maybe to me its just too vanilla or too pure? I do like to read joexcherry djs tho ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ maybe its just abt taste or you just felt like theyre too pure to do that (=・ω・=)
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Idk what is mlm but i do have some fetish towards bl..? I mean its hot and its my thing.. I only like to read abt it tho bc for me its just in 'interesting and hot' categories and i only loves it if its bl and nonfic.. Of course i despise rape in real life; its disgusting.. And i cant rly watch the gay or straight porn cause its straight up disgusting for me(im not a fan for sex in rl nor i ever want it) i only loves manga/hwa/hua and novels/fanfic bl..tbh im asexual and i have some disgust towards guy;but i do want to get married and have a child though(but i dont want to have sex ugh)
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Okay let me declare one thing. Im NOT fetishizing REAL LIFE gay ppl or rather im not fetishizing toward real human guy ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍ im just simping toward 2d charac ah. Im more into girl than guy in real life even tho im an A AND im into and simping for bl charac and 2d charac cause theyre hot af. I never find myself think 'wow theyre so hot pls marry me' not even kpop idols. For kpop i just admit 'oh wow hes pretty/hot' but then again thats all just makeup and lies so meh#-.-)
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Humm.. I read bl and straight its just i like bl more cause it hit me differ and ppl draw them so hot.. But if you talk abt real life.. Gay and straight ppl seem the same for me. Its no differ. If ppl can have a fetish toward straight hent@i why cant ppl have a fetish toward gay hent@i? When i saw gay ppl in youtube or tiktok or wtvr i just think 'oh its gay, interesting' then i just ignore it. Im neutral abt it if you talk abt real life i dont have any prejudice toward gay i just dont rly like guys bc the personality is too much for me#-.-) sigh well i dont 100% hate guys tho i just prefer girls over guys.
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Hehe to be specifically im fetishize hot 2d character ლ(´ڡ`ლ) its just ppl keep drawing BL character hot af(you know like BJ MD) (⊙…⊙ ) ofc i still fetishize toward (non-bl) manhwa character like Cale and that daddy from 'who made me a princess' and Lucien(▰˘◡˘▰) well basically im simping towards all hot 2d guys
I would like to punch that pretty face once for making my baby go throw that (¬_¬)ノ