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I like how Old Xian draws the messiness in their rooms- both couples- it’s realistic.

I’m not sure if it’s just me but I feel sometimes~ some people tend to forget how these boys are and that they’re in middle school (or high school? Correct me if I’m wrong sorry ). I don’t know about you, but during those times of our lives we are literally going through so much mentally in trying to figure out what to do with ourselves and place ourselves somewhere on the spectrum of life. To me, personally, He tian especially- really reminds me of those who showcase someone who is struggling with themselves during that specific period of our life (honestly as teenagers we are like the most shittiest person than, you can be the most sweetest and down to earth person, but it does not mean that you are not struggling with something subconsciously. Nor does it mean that you’re actually aware that you may be portraying toxic manners to others and or on yourself) and don’t know how to register their emotions properly and convey them in a none harmful and toxic way. Maybe it’s just me observing too much and analyzing his actions, but yes he is manipulative, and he is quite toxic, but at the same time i can’t help but recall my own moments during that period of my life. I was indeed a very ugly person who was still trying to figure themselves out and in the process harmed a lot of friends. I guess I’m feeling nostalgic about it, but also I feel this period for He Tian is going to bring a lot of growth and development even though he may harm people along the way. Hahah, I’m sorry I just wanted to share my thoughts cause I noticed a lot of people saying how toxic he was, in which i agree, but I guess I just look at it a different way~ doesn’t help that I also find how we react and process things as humans and I study psychology- maybe I’m over observing hahah, But in other words this author really portrays this period of our life really well in my opinion. Others may not agree with me, and that’s okay ^^ but not all of us went through something like this, but in someway or another we did struggle regardless of how you may have thought you appeared to others.

He Tian's face between litlle Mo 's hands .. so beautiful. no matter how hard you try to resist but once you touch the other it just feels right. (▰˘◡˘▰)

THE 19 DAYS FANS ARE LIVING ON SCRAPS

Okay but friendly reminder, Seungho was written to not be liked- or at least is no where near a redemption arc if he even gets one/deserves one

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/yahwacheop/uu/iur_chapter-62/pg-2/

I thought NK rightfully didn't care about SeungHOE's confession but I think that's the first time they ever had sex actually holding each other close so he definitely was moved by it a little.
He's just so thirsty for love, so easy to be won over. I get it because he's been through a lot but... *sigh*

Everything is progressing differently than what I thought. Its cirveballs everywhere and IM HERE FOR THIS.

I get how people hate Seungho and are frustrated with his lack of development right now, but we have to have some kind of pity for him. He thinks that Nakyum ran away from him after he confessed his feelings; for someone who has never had the chance to feel that way before, imagine the confusion and and pain he must feel. And the fact that Nakyum can’t tell him what actually happened makes it a whole lot worse since he doesn’t even get an explanation. I’m not saying Seungho isn’t bad for going straight back to square one, just that we can’t hate him for it because it’s really all he knows. And for everyone complaining about how they’re irritated because of how slow the character development is, fine you’re into stories with instant gratification but don’t press it upon the author, who’s actually doing a really excellent job creating a realistic story and timeline.

Ugh WHY ARE WE TAKING STEPS BACKWARDS

someone give the old man servant a salary increase cuz he’s the only one who understands nakyum

Seungho is broken rn... He was having feelings for Nakyum so, he's like that... Maybe he's thinking that Nakyum purposely tried to make him fall so, Nakyum can run away... And now that he fell, He doesn't know what real love is or how to show that because, he grew up like that... He doesn't listen because, he grew up like that. I know it's still wrong but, think of him and how he feels right now... He even had flashbacks at the start of the chapter because, he already has feelings （￣へ￣）

This son of a bitch reincarnated Sangwoo

See, I knew he'd be dumb about this. He's too fucking up his own ass with his persecution complex to think critically. He always assumes everyone is scheming to control him somehow, when it's really just him projecting his own shitty behavior onto others.

And yes, his paranoia is probably influenced by whatever traumatic event happened in his past, but it's a part of everyone's life to grow beyond the hyperdefensive coping mechanisms and stop thinking of everyone as a villain, and yourself as betrayed. I say this as someone with PTSD who is intimately familiar with this type of disordered thinking. Acting this way will make you and the people around you more miserable, and is based in fear of a past that lives in the memory, not the reality of now.

NO SEUNGHO BRUH DONT TAKE IT THE WRONG WAY WTF HE JUST CANT TELL YOU BRUH THATS ALL PLEASE DONT HURT HIM OMGGGG

Call me when they are finally a couple. I'm done

Bruhhh (╯°Д °)╯╧╧, if you tell him how the assassin guy ever gunna know like broo you could get away with telling him oml. And where are the strangle marks on his neck from the assassin like shouldn't there be some?

Kinda feels like im reading “the silent lover” With the fact that its not only historical but the seme is constantly misunderstanding the uke and the uke is literally doing nothing wrong. Kinda starting to get on my nerves with how it keeps going back to square one right when we think we have progress.... i just want seungho to regret what hes doing and treat Nakyum a lot better instead of going back to being an ass anytime he is suspicious. Like its been so many chapters already and so many weeks just to get no where.

Alright I swear to god if nakyum doesn't say the truth imma lose my shit and not come back here till they finally make up

╥﹏╥ why, he was so close

Us: Are they finally going to start falling in love?
Author: Yes, but actually no.