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I love reading egoist MLs suffer when the FL moves on from loving them, apologising & regretting. 

Ratings /10 on how satisfying the angst is:

》9 - 10: Will make you both angry+satisfied.
》6 - 8: Good, but doesn't DELIVER angst
》4 - 5: Disappointing. Scum didn't suffer enough.
》1 - 3: Cancerous material. Will lose brain cells.

Added really good "haha suffer more you piece of shit" novels with novelupdate links. Highly recommend u read them.

3 days
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Hardcore and lewd AF uncensored smut that will need some eye cleansing once you're done with them. Pussies will be wrecked, and dicks will be ravaging.

Titles that have line-censorship may be included here as we can see enough. 

Includes hentai and one-shot titles if they have a good enough plot or contain scenes too gloriously lewd to leave out. 

Only titles with art styles that passed my preferences will be added here.

27 days

Camelia shoud’ve ended up with Ian imo. I feel like the FL would’ve been so much happier if she ended up with Ian.

Ian saw her for who she truly was from the get-go. Camelia should’ve realized that he’s been the only one treating her like a lady while she was Camelius. He continuously pursued her despite knowing her status without breaking boundaries — he knew when to stop. Yes, he does get cheeky and tease Camelia from time to time but he never once forced himself on her. He’s a yearner guys T__T.

Honestly there is not much chemistry between Claude and Camelia — their dynamic was boring as hell. Furthermore, the duke was selfish and manipulating af. He hid her mother’s letter because he felt insecure. On the other hand, Ian offered to step in and try to save someone Camelia deeply cared about (Claude) so that she wouldn't be devastated. (But Camelia insisted on finding Claude)

Idk if others will agree with me but I always thought that Ian's priority was Camelia's happiness, while Claude's priority was being with Camelia.

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Female lead fantasy world smut

This list is full here’s my second list with more
LIST 2:
https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/3226160/

08 05,2026
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All hail thirsty vein-ful dicks
No more lightsaber in straight smutties
No shounen included 
Catering women's sexual fantasies
Only includes Korean manhwa
Enjoy ♡(˃ દ ˂ ༶ )

04 03,2026
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Most of the coochies are not something that the man was born with or consented to, how they got it is listed first
Many stories will have dubcon or worse, what I think is not that bad, may be terrible to you
This isn’t about morality just a place to see it all and 
get the details, not representative of real people
(no trans/interphobia ever)
Recs encouraged!
Work in progress bc it’s hard to find/I add as I find, but not always reading these right away

07 02,2026
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I solely collect all these heart-wrenching, nerve-racking stories that I love most of the time, here because I crave these most. (I try to give my review about these after completely finish it, if it pick's my interest that much I read the full novel and share that )

Sometimes, I ponder why I'm torturing myself by reading it ! then it occurred to me maybe it’s what I meant for.. 
(the amount of angst I read obviously unhealthy) 

Just my masochist heart can’t get enough of it. 

18 01,2026