3 more chapters and then it’ll be an explosion yall
Good? Bad? Or…. Both? :o
Plsssss spoilerrrrrrssssss♀
Can u please dm me where u read the raws I would atleast like to take a peak of it. Thank you
I’ve paid for it on Lezhin
Bad and good hahah
For the people asking they’re going to kiss in 12 chapters from now.
I have never been this excited for literal crumbs in a BL before
It’s ok cause after they kiss we’ll be getting cakes not crumbs
I'm happy we get 12 more hopefully high tension chapters before the kiss. The wait is exhilarating ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
Where do u saw the raws?! Plz don't gatekeep I beg youuuu
I bought it on lezhin, there are no raws.
Thank god yall picked it up, cause the translation of the other was so off that I couldn’t understand anything
It’s in fact awful that now we are left with having to ‘fight’ racist ahh ‘fujos’ because of this. Even if something is a piece of fiction, the year is 2026, we should be able to create respectfully. If you are into race play delete your account here and make a 4chan one bye
I have the rats for Ch.5 if anyone is willing to translate and upload it here please let me know
i need to see! can u share
You can search mrm! I have the raws in a pdf for the people who can translate it!!
i tried searching mrm but i don’t know what to search, could u let me know? sorry for asking over and over loll
No worries just type ilicit bromance or the authors name (nocori). You’ll find two untranslated new ones. Chapter 5 and an extra (among all the other works)
found em thank you!
STOP UPLOADING THIS HOW MANY TIMES DO WE HAVE TO SAY THIS?
Porque?
He doesn’t have to meet the person that abandoned him (even if there was reason to be abandoned), I don’t understand why this is even a plot point
Because the author don't know what they are writing anymore...... The plot is all over the place.
Girl why are you posting the rats lmao what’s wrong with u
This author has a very pretty artstyle, so I really have to wonder why make the black haired so ugly. Ugh I can’t stand his face. Also if you want this site to survive please stop uploading this. We can live without it.
Girl hes not even ugly..
The black haired just had a resting sad face, he's not that ugly honestly
I think he is so
I really don’t like his eyes. Idk it’s just preference. Might also be what you’re saying though
Ikyfl...ugly where. anyway, emo nonchalant semes>>
He’s not emo though
He's also not ugly
That’s subjective. I don’t agree. Why you mad, hes not even real lmao
Well ur opinions sucks and ur fat btw, goodbye
omg am I fighting a 12 year old? How is being fat an insult?
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
They’re going to go outside and meet up with the ‘club’. His other rap*st will be there as well. Suhyeok is going to take kwon jiwook inside the toilet and confess that he’s seen his pictures and knows what has happened to him. Kwon will feel embarrassed and will confess that he’s being held against his will, after that expect him to get r*ped outside in a dark alley by Jooyeon. I think this is where the first flashback happens. Anyway the novel is so exhausting to read
No improvement even at the end of the story? No self reflection?
None at all!!! The end I think will leave us with a very bad after taste, not because of how toxic it is, I mean we know what we’re reading, but because their relationship literally doesn’t improve whatsoever, Jiwook will become even worse. His ptsd will manifest as hypersexuality and Juyeon will enjoy that and make it worse.
[Plus (MAJOR SPOILER) Juyeon will allow for another gang bang, which we’ll witness very soon, and it will include Juyeon forcing Suhyeok on Jiwook.]
Juyeon flaunts having sex with Jiwook (which is humiliating), there are plenty of outside sex scenes (even in college campus where other people see them. That said, in the novel they are never described to be kissing (which is a detail a lot of the novel readers hated) and in the manwha they do kiss so maybe there will be some changes?
So from the fear of exposing of a single pic, then at the end jiwook literally allowed himself to be humiliated outside? Then never fight his way out?
And juyeon break his words to never again gangrape him. That's not love whatsover.
Its really different from sadistic beauty bl. Im sorry for my words but I want Jiwook to end his life whatsoever, preserving his dignity.
Oh! I want to explode with teary eyed.
Jiwook will try (very soon in the manwha) to get away with the help of Suhyeok but will fail miserably and thus Juyeon will torture him by gang r*pe. He will also force Suhyeok onto Jiwook. More details will be revealed soon. Also I want to remind you that Juyeon is a lying bitch. He lied about not spreading the pictures, even though he had already spread them to the entire college. So it’s not beyond him to lie. It’s wildly different from sadistic beauty bl, cause at least we had some emotionality, here it’s just ptsd porn.
Jiwook is not allowing this btw, he’s literally so mentally ill that he can’t understand what is happening in his surroundings.He develops extreme bdsm hypersexuality. There is a scene where Juyeon graduates and they’re together in his car. Where Jiwook begs to be punched in the gut, and while he doesn’t know it people outside watch (even if they are scared and leave immediately) but Juyeon saw them and happily showed off Jiwook by punching him and shoving his face on the car window. Jiwook is so completely dependent on Juyeon, cause he hears voices (incredibly mentally ill) that leaving him doesn’t even cross his mind. All this will happen after his second time being gang r*ped btw. He will loose all of his character.
So that is why you warned me about a very bad taste ending. Its a fiction but its really made me so mad. It will made me feel relieved if Jiwook will first choose himself than his reputation and fear, and has a courage to get away. Start anew totally alone.
Oh shit! He became mentally ill. So thats it.
Off topic. Btw, I notice you can narrate the story with clarity of words. Thank you for replying to me.
I honestly do think Jiwook is a piece of shit, he’s done awful things to Juyeon and is extremely homophobic in the novel. Mind you in the future there will be a scene where he and Juyeon will attend a college class together (first time going out in a while for Jiwook) and Juyeon will pressure him to wear a collar to which Jiwook will refuse cause it’ll make him look gay. Juyeon is openly gay so he’s furious about that comment so he mocks Jiwook for saying that.
But again that doesn’t mean that Juyeons actions are right, there’s nothing mentally sane about his actions. He’s also extremely ptsd ridden and has no right judgement that’s why I keep pointing out that they’re both extremely mentally ill. I honestly kept begging the author while reading to kill Jiwook like it would be amazing if he just died cause nothing can save that man at this point. Juyeon would’ve never let him free, he needs Jiwook.
Also you’re welcome, I have no one to discuss this with so after finishing the novel I really wanted to talk about it haha
I never imagine you went through while you reading the novel until the very end, maybe hoping there's redemption arc. I know it's different from the manhua. I believe the novel was much more detailed. And yeah, even I'm in your situation I will no doubt to also kept begging the author to kill Jiwook because its too much to handle, and there's no way it will numb us. I still remember the last time I read the novel that i literally cried with anger is "into the rose".