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I read this all for the first time today so here’s your walkthrough. This “death during delivery” debate in the comments wasn’t the problem for the mc. Originally mc was thinking of aborting his first child. But the Dr said that this could be worse for him and have something awful happen due to MC getting that surgery many years ago. I’m sorry but I can’t remember if the Dr specifically said death but it was super implied it was awful consequences (and I think a lot of readers assumed death was that something awful-unless doctor said it himself- I’ll be honest, I went through a lot reading this today haha. Can’t remember the exact words of death was exactly mentioned but the vibe was heavily there). MC also said throughout the pregnancy- before ML knows he’s an omega- that he’s only having the baby because it’s basically his only option (since abortion would have been potentially risky). That is also why he tells his mother-when she brings up a second child- he reminds her how the 1st child was only because he had to have him. Though obviously he loves him unconditionally now. He reminds her that the only reason baby 1 happened was because abortion was off the table and it was a mistake. Also I think him just having no active pheromone glands or whatever was possibly worrisome for the doctor and him during pregnancy (which that issue during his pregnancy is what made it hard but it wasn’t to the point they were worried about him dying). ultimately the abortion route could have been WAAAAY worse and that is why he originally decided to deliver the baby. Sorry for rambling. I hope that helps clear things up a bit in the comments.
He loves his kid btw. This want for an abortion was only in the beginning wayyyy before the ML found out he was an omega and pregnant.
A scene without sex? Author must be sick. Lol. /s /lh
Always laughing my ass off when authors think the answer to trauma from rape and SA is …. More sex with the toxic lead lol. Also I won’t argue with anyone here about “Um if you don’t like it don’t read”. I’m reading what I want to and that includes badly written stuff (this). Authors can get flack for writing garbage and we can all collectively talk about it. You will be arguing with the wall if you decide to fight on my comment
K no one asked bye
no I agree sometimes u wanna read trashy BLs for the sake of it im not justifying jinx i guess this is why it's popular like it's js so bad people accept it and come here to goon ? like if that makes sense? but i agree more s*x with literally ur r*pist is so fricking stupid and tone deaf. not saying it doesn't happen but it's a mental condition like stalkome syndrome yk..
I honestly don’t know how to state an opinion that’ll please everybody but the way I see it.. no matter what, nothing could fix this and make it right. Even if in some world jjk would kill himself, some of the readers will be upset and say something like “he did this to run away from the problem rather than fixing it.”
But to be honest… I’ve heard about so many real life experiences and even went through something similar (NO RAPE JUST ABUSE AND TOXICITY) That I feel like I kinda understand what mingwa is doing??? To turn a bad memory into a good memory by experiencing the same thing with good intentions is really hard but sometimes that’s the answer. Whether the good memory is made by the same person who created the bad experience or another one.
In my own opinion, I’ve went through things as a child that still cling to me even if they weren’t as serious as others. Till this day (now 19 years old) I still flinch when my siblings, father and even my friends touch my hand or even reach in for a hug. I feel this uncomfortable feeling running through my spine and I always say “stop being weird” as a way to keep distance. I hope one day, I will find the man of my life who will turn my bad experience into a good memory that’ll make me no longer flinch at the slightest touch.
To summarise, while many might not like how mingwa is proceeding with the story, the way I see is it is that it’s the perfect solution. Jaekyung stepped away long enough to make Kim Dan comfortable to do things the way he (KD) wants. Like what we saw in the chapter when Kim Dan told Jaekyung that’s he’s not forcing himself to do. And I really liked that to be honest :) but I hope that mingwa will actually make them depart and maybe in a timeskip of at least two years, the two get to reunite again.
Im only reading this cuz I've already stayed for too long and I need to see some fucking proof that he's redeemed himself, I have some stories piling up with toxic tops and none have given me release of my curiosity on how authors would deal with the toxic romance and deliver a good happy ending
Well except BJ Alex but thats so long ago my curiosity reset God why am I so hypocritical?
Haha it’s okay. I’m reading the bl from this author for shits and giggles at this point. That’s most bl and gl written by straight people who know nothing about trauma or even the queer experience. They usually only write to goon to sex scenes. It’s all for shit and giggles for me
I agree. Realistically this is just goon bait for straight women. And it’s funny to read. I don’t expect anything real from this author and that’s why I laugh. I had hope tho earlier in the story. I know not everyone processes trauma the same way but just knowing how bl authors are. I don’t expect them to ever have their mc process the trauma without sex. And that’s why it’s funny and unserious to me. If the ml wasn’t his abuser too maybe the tone would be different. But he’s also such a big abuser and addition to the trauma. And I’ll continue reading each chapter haha
Yum Yummy yum. Gimme more big boy
Sorry you went through stuff as a child homeslice.
All add this. The ml also contributed to the abuse. That’s why this is funny and not good. I’d love if KD processed his trauma before sucking dick. But this is goon material for straight women in the bl space so I’m not pressed about it. - signed a gay person
Someone please spoil me what the translator was referring to In the tn note. When the mc said “but to lie with my brother is” bla bla bla. The tn said “oh I could explain this but then it would a novel spoiler?? Someone please help explain thank you
All I've heard so far was from a comment below that said "I read the novel. Not to give spoilers but it's nothin against MC nor is MC betrayed. Ian is just psycho so we'll see where it goes. What he's exactly getting revenge at hasn't been revealed but he is...definitely something"
That’s so funny. I read that comment too and they were responding to something else entirely but it was to me hahaha. Full circle moment
Omggg no way
1. We love to see the BJ Alex mains back in the store
2. This man offering rings when they aren’t in a relationship and their situationship is toxic at best IS SO FUNNY. I got a great laugh to start my day