The fact that the uke was already broken from the start was sooo good! The fact he didn't even realize it was honestly the kicker, it feels more in line with how living with himself made him think he was just an average person.
Seme is an idiot who was clearly not cut out for the genre. I mean, who kidnaps someone and Pavlov's them ON ACCIDENT???
Here I was, thinking he had it down to a science, whole time the moron was put off, and trying to slowly ween the uke off of him before presumably ending his own life. How pathetic honestly.
Their traumas are pretty similar, but their brains obviously coped with it vastly different from one another. Seme is like those rager incels who are all bark and no bite, cowardly trying to run when things get hard; and uke is someone who genuinely has deep rooted mental issues, and has finally found the perfect "outlet" for his instability.
I wish there were side stories of the seme being conditioned to accept his new lifestyle, learning to "enjoy" it, that kind of thing. I think it would totally make things come full circle. But I guess I'll have to settle for my imagination!
I say they live happily ever after, and add violence into their relationship as an outlet they both enjoy! (≧∇≦)/
In truth, dreams rarely reflect our internal desires 100%, it's much more likely to experience a dream that goes against our conscious morals at some point in our lives.
If I had to guess (apart from giving the artist an excuse to draw out a very taboo sex scene), his dream reflects both his inner desire, and hatred all in one.
It's purposely uncomfortable because he feels disgusted with himself at the thought of holding a sexual desire for his stalker, so like this, he can enjoy the sex in the dream while also having it give him reason for discomfort by having his dad as a character in it too. It also speaks to his insecurities of losing everything he has because of his dad suddenly showing up in his life again.
If he loses everything, the only thing left is his stalker, the one he is starting to feel some level of perverted attraction towards. So his dream takes that from him too, while simultaneously providing him an outlet for his sexual frustration for the stalker in question.
Very interesting, weird yes, grossly uncomfortable too. I think anyone who finds this scene alluring should take the time to know it doesn't speak of their personal morals or values! There are many reasons a person might like these types of scenes, especially in a fictional medium, and exploring why that might be the case can be healthy, and even ease a person's mind.
Anyway, I don't think he did anything to harm his dad (yet), but maybe soon! Maybe the two of them will run away after committing the crime to live happily in their severely unhealthy relationship!
I don't even know where to begin....
kidnapping?? the top getting pregnant??
the company out to get him??????
where tf is the bottom going?? are we going to get top chasing him down to confine him again?? how tf did ANY if this happen, I need the backstory like NOWWWWW
reading through these first two chapters left me in shock and confusion, I literally yelled out "what???" multiple times
I need to know what the author is on, no, I need to meet this person and give them a handshake, an award, SOMETHING!!!
I can tell I will thoroughly enjoy this story, if only because of how batshit random/stupid it has been so far
wow, just wow.
you'd think maybe she'd decide to spend time with her child, maybe go to the park, instead of focusing so damn much on her bum ass husband.
they're both trash.
Ideum's dad for breaking their family over his sick child, deciding to fuck off and leave emotionally and physically;
and his mom for centering her worth/life for that man, over her own child.
I get it, divorce is tough, but a child is never at fault. His dad choosing to blame him for his own infidelity? A disgusting feat of lack of accountability.
And his mom, choosing to contact him semi frequently? To insinuate her loneliness, and her distance from Ideum when he was little was his own fault?
Yeah, no.
I'm pretty sure this is one of those stories where he'll just end up becoming a community hole because of the curse, so he'll keep getting violated over and over by different guys.
The ugly guy being the first one kinda makes sense in setting the tone. It's gross, ugly, and a total violation. Thats the point of the story, it's catering toward the perverts who are into the ugly bastard trope, corrupting the "pure and/or innocent".
If it were some hot guy, I feel like it would be taken better, but again I think the point is to set the tone of pure ugly violation for the people who are really, really, into that stuff
yeah, it's saying I consume media when I'm bored af and have nothing left to read on a slow ass day, and sometimes, the stories are terrible and have awful themes.
tbh this is just the average rape story with no plot and little substance, so yeah, it just had a fat, ugly, old guy which is enough for people to say it's somehow worse than average










Wowwwww
got me smiling like a pervert, the art is beautiful, amazing smut, what more could a person want??
can't wait for more! (*´﹃`*)