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Dispiritedrat September 15, 2026 7:09 pm

Im usually pretty good at understanding the plot even when its hardly there but like.. I feel like Im missing a lot of information and I just feel lost?? Or like the pacing is off or something? Anyone else or is just me? I was excited for this one.. maybe I just need to wait for more chapters to come out..? ╥﹏╥

    kimuchi September 21, 2026 7:17 pm

    it's just pure & raw obsession in art form. the yakuza twink wants to make him compliant by breaking him mentally & physically. though idk what his dad is gonna do about it or why he even cares about his son's obsession.

Dispiritedrat September 2, 2026 6:22 pm

This was such a work of art. I loved this story so much. The psychological aspect of this was really good. The art was delicious. The BDSM was handled well. I have nothing but positive things to say. I have some questions still but thats okay. Its always such a good feeling finding such a good story among so many mid ones I read just to feel something. I need more like this. I love reading dark stuff like this man, I need more!!!

    AngelHairPasta September 2, 2026 10:10 pm

    I loved this also. It wasnt just dark and grim but there was a good amount of charicter growth and I couldnt put it down

    September 3, 2026 10:07 am

    After reading this comment I will give it a try

    blue mamma September 3, 2026 10:51 am

    I get it. It was a good story and I do have to agree with this comment. I couldn’t put it down either i read it from start to finish, but the only thing I had an issue with would have to be the psychological torture he put him through in the end, making him relive the trauma he went through (being someone who lives )with someone who has PTSD and knows for a fact what it does to them I couldn’t possibly fathom someone going through that I know he signed up for it and it’s what he wanted to test his limits, but I don’t think he specifically signed up for this and I get it hindsight 2020 obviously He was trying to help his partner out but he got me going, even psychologically. I didn’t even know if the barking was real or not or if he was truly having some kind of psychosis from the torture I also balled my effing eyes out when he walked out of that bathroom and was like he happened to leave everything behind. I just don’t know how he could’ve done that after. I guess I just don’t understand exposure therapy whatsoever. honestly if it was me, I probably would’ve had a heart attack and physically died from the barking. so I’m extremely glad the author put that part about him getting over his fear of the dog barking.

    Dispiritedrat September 4, 2026 3:54 pm
    I get it. It was a good story and I do have to agree with this comment. I couldn’t put it down either i read it from start to finish, but the only thing I had an issue with would have to be the psychological ... blue mamma

    I agree that part was a little much however.. again it was to test his limits and he was able to end it at any point. He decided to keep going despite feeling the effects of the PTSD (I am someone who lives with CPTSD so I cant imagine going through something like that) butbyeah the dog barking was one of my questions I still had. Cause like was it real? Was it just his mind? I feel like it was just his mind based on the way "Sir" respond to him asking about it. It at least come from a good place despite it being a little EHHH way of doing it but with someone with Wookyungs personality who wants to keep pushing and pushing to see how far he can go, this may have been the only way to "break" him and get him to see that there is actually a limit he has and that its okay to have that limit and still have their relationship. So for that, I think it was a necessary event that needed to happen despite how fucked up it was.

    blue mamma September 6, 2026 5:34 pm
    I agree that part was a little much however.. again it was to test his limits and he was able to end it at any point. He decided to keep going despite feeling the effects of the PTSD (I am someone who lives wit... Dispiritedrat

    thank you for that explanation as someone who is a support for someone who has CPTD it can be hard for me to understand what it takes to help them through what they need and I totally agree despite what happened. It was definitely fucked up.

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Dispiritedrat May 1, 2026 5:45 pm

There's a series that I have personally been looking for and Ive seen quite a few others hoping to see it on here. I went ahead and purchased the chapters on another site and wanted to share them here so yall can also read it but I have ZERO idea where to go to upload anything. PLS HELP ME

    May 1, 2026 6:07 pm

    I did some research and someone said
    You need to email mangago at [email protected]
    And send them following info:
    Title:
    Other title/alternative title:
    Author/s:
    Genre/s:
    Summary:

    And then upload the manga to an imgur link and then send that to them as well.
    You'll have to separate the cover and all the chapters into new imgur albums. If you did something wrong admin will tell you what to do then. I think you should be okay with Google drive link also.


    But some people have said that they might not reply

    Dispiritedrat May 1, 2026 6:16 pm
    I did some research and someone saidYou need to email mangago at [email protected] send them following info:Title:Other title/alternative title:Author/s:Genre/s:Summary:And then upload the manga to an img...

    Ugh that sounds like a lot hmmmm perhaps lol thank you for the info though! I appreciate it! The series is still ongoing too so all the chapters arent even out yet... hmmmmm

    May 1, 2026 6:19 pm

    Np (=・ω・=)

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