|kill that redhead hot cheeto do heyok.|
|Anime Manga Yaoi Yuri|
|Unstan yagami yato|
|Nonbinary (they/them)|
|Pansexual|
Haii~! My name is Arie, you can also call me Ani.
, i'm demisexual and i'm somebody who's full of darkness and yaoi is my light.
i started reading yaoi July 2017.
I don't do translation I'm lazy asf but I do read raws.
>>> Still gate keeping, don't message me. <<<
[Anime artist] commissions (CLOSED)
DEFINITELY A CERTIFIED YAPPER. (Cause of Discord, their personalities are literally infecting me)
Suggest me some bdsm story please.
Hey stalker if you're going to stalk me, help me get back my 1.5k lost stories in ny lists :D
Pet peeves, people who;
- reads psycho characters and complains it's too gore/SAs
- reads short stories, and complains it's too short
- reads and gives low star cause they hate the story is too realistic or bad artstyle
- reads and says it's too slow when it literally said it's a slow burn story.
- read stories that have great details then start getting annoyed why it's hard to understand. You have to be smart enough to understand it. Not suck up reading dks and start jumping for joy on a kiss.
ー2019ー
I'm a 1st year college or grade 11 who still loves to draw and still sad :,D
─June 14, 2020─
Due to covid school was postponed ;-;) but I'am now getting turn on to yaoi and becoming more of a pervert ⊙︿⊙)... And i felt disgusting and i still love to draw and improving ^°^)/
-Jan. 15, 2021-
Grade-12~! I learned alot of stuff as I get old, the more experiences I get from different platforms, the more I understand what the world takes, I accepted that temporary happiness again but not the same as before, if there's a time they will go, i'll wave back with a smile to cherish each memories. I learned to accept everything and everyone but not something I could lie on since I don't believe on what's right and wrong anymore.
April 8,2022
Too much S scenes from yaoi makes me want to puke. Idk why maybe because I realize i'm much more of an asexual who fell inlove with both gender and gay but I guess I reached my limit to the peak that I feel butterflies on my stomach.
April 19,2022
I feel like vomiting. Everytime I read too much yaoi with s scenes or anything related to it. I kept having to urge puke.
June 12,2022
Finally accept that i'm both asexual and bisexual. I may hate sex but I do love being an Sadist. I also thought about my future thinking what i'll be five years from now. I stopped going to college of fine arts and architecture and focus on doing business and pursue Psychology. As a course. From then on this will help me build up my confidence and knowledge to conquer how to play the life itself well. I will not give on being an artist but for sure I will go back and continue it.
June 24,2022
I have a symptom called vertigo.
Aug 6,2022
I get state- like seizure from getting overly stressed out or triggering trauma and I came to hate age gap as soon as my nephew was born, I became an overprotected adult.
Oct 5,2022
I got to a new college school its about psych... I'm lost and empty but i have this confidence. A mixed feeling that I should be dead but a way to wanting to keep moving forward while being alive.
Oct. 18,2022
I notice i've been poisoning myself slowly but surely.
Oct 30,2022
My bird died, she was like my service pet, she wasn't trained, she was months old. I hate myself for not taking care of her much. I cried for weeks, my throat felt dry, I felt sick for few days. I don't want to remember her so I cleaned my room but never the spot she always land on. I was so happy for a change but it's gone after. I learned something, knowing the answers to questions is a huge mistake, I guess curiosity does kill a cat. Knowing all questions does make your life useless... But denying everything makes me lose myself, I'm scared of facing the truth but at the same time scared of losing myself too.
Jan.8,2022
I hope to die, I tried jumping off on a building but I was mesmerized by the sound of the cars, the gust of wind and the mesmerizing view. I calmed myself and look as if I already died, as if it removed my worries and it made me stay in peace. After that day I regretted alot not being able to jump. But I hope for sure soon I'll be able to cross that border too... I regret hurting the people I love in the past yet the more they stay with me hurts me even more, they still love me and I hate myself for that, why did I hurt such people, why did I hurt him the most. I know we have anxiety yet mine has anger issues, I used those words against him cause I know he'll get hurt from that. I know how much longer he suffers from that and I know there's time were he tries to forget it. But I know my friend and him have a talk to each other then I thought maybe this is better this way. He was like my other half, a best friend when we started talking to each other. I miss those days and yet if he still feels hurt when talking about it nor not understand I'll feel remorse.
Jan 15,2022
Whenever am trying my best to stay positive I started to puke, as if it's too disgusting and unrealistic that my body cannot contain nor swallow it well. I've been vomiting everytime cause my body is not used that such good thing exist.
Feb 13,2023
I almost killed my dad. His words doesn't align with his actions and I had enough. I look at him dead in the eye. I trained my fist and brain. I also punch and kick myself to feel pain. I had enough of life and I want to kill. Killing by means an instant death. I didn't touch him or anything I just said what he told the dogs. "I'll poison the dogs." Those words sit in and I told him "I'll poison you first." He was scared but I eventually taken aback when he said he gonna get my phone... (｡ŏ﹏ŏ)
Apr,18,2023
He died on stroke and a cardiac arrest, and my doggo too.
May,10,2023
My body is dying slowly but surely, I'll prolly die 60 below. Kinda exciting.
July 26,2023
My vertigo is getting worst idk if the meds are even working but I don't know what to eat everything makes me feel fatigue
2023
Demisexual
2023-2025???
June 3,2026
Funny thing about this it deleted my whole part about my Ex OMFG this is too funny.
June 5,2026
Passed! I'm now 4th year cheers!!! And also now I know why I vomit when I see sex scenes and dick. It's cause of asexuality for being demi. I just love no intercourse.
June 16,2026
I reread my old parts, still sad 2023-2025 got remove idk if that was my mistake or God did it, it was full Convo about my depression of my X but I guess God didn't want me to remember him any longer. When I saw Jan 8,2022 that was my bast friend we actually click but it's too late for that. I'm now meeting him with his lover, I love him so much I got so excited to meet his lover too, his lover so cute and kind I can't wait to eat at his wedding day. I dun have any regret for having a crush on him, I must've been at my lows, he was always there. My soulmate I love him as a brother.
June 26,2026
It's never too late for a change after how many years I chose to change, I feel lesser in my depressions and anxiety and learn to understand, cope, and then let it go for a new me. I'm finally grow my own little audience and getting commissions here and there. I'm happy, I can be happy even if I'm alone. Someone told me i should have someone by my side cause what if I died? Then I said 'Does it have to be by group to die?'
I love men.
(Tbh you'll only see bl/yaoi on here so if that's not what you're interested in just don't follow or block idc.)
Mother lover
Father lover
Brother lover
Sister lover
Grandfather lover
Grandmother lover
Aunt lover
Uncle lover
Cousin lover
When I die, Imma
go to snowbunny heaven.
When you're in a white
worshipping competition
and Candace Owens
and Usha Vance shows up...
IF you're a token POC,
let's have a token off.
The stronger token POC,
gets the white man
The first and only Kaeya simp, all other kaeya simps are fake ass bitches
reading yaois is my fetish
