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For ch. 19 note, about Ella's reason for being like this as due to postpartum. I disagree, I think it's because of her intention and real self. After the novel ends, she no longer have a "guide" to tell her what to do and how to act. She simply show her true selfish and shallow self. I'm not saying PPD can not be the cause, but even in this lifetime with the secretary, you can see how she no longer embody the woman Kahir falls in love with. She is selfish and don't see Kahir as a person, since he's a character in a novel, but a character that was supposed to be this and that even if she no longer play the character she's supposed to. Hehe
People really out here blaming PPD for her? Those kids looked too big for that. She was just jealous and rather than properly talking it out with her husband at the time she let it fester and blew up at him. I get wanting a small break away from the kids, children are extremely draining but to outright say she doesn’t want the father of their children to love them and that he should only love her is insaaaane.
People like her shouldn’t be having kids. I wouldn’t be surprised if she had gotten her way that she’d avoid getting pregnant again cause she’d think they were the reason they had problems before.
Cause I don't