I wanna get married and have kids in the future but I also don't cuz marriage and having kids will be your hugest responsibility until you die but it'll be fun but i rlly don't want to TTwTT
Bestie- i agree with you
I want to get married and have kids in the future but at the same time i prefer to be single and not have a kids at all bcs im afraid i might not be a good parents. I afraid of ruining their life or might not be able to love them. I afraid my future kids will blame and hate me for my short coming..
I afraid of love- whether in friendship, family or lover
It made me miserable and anxious.. To put my heart in their hand and expect them not to drop it just to scary. I cant go through that kind of pain again
After experiencing heartbreak twice I'm afraid that when I enter a relationship again I'll be left again when things go wrong and blame myself for everything bcs of my short comings and it will take me a year or more again to heal just to get dumped again, what a cycle. I really wish to experience the genuine love of kyungjoo and wooyoung but I really don't want to. Maybe I'll just earn money and travel around the world after graduating. I'm just gonna stay single lol
Yikes-
That does sound bad- get healed then to break again doesnt sound too tempting now..
I hope you'll follow ur dream to travel around the world- and be happy with ur life
For me i hope i wont last till 30 if i didnt get married..
Happiness or love only exist in fairytail thats why its not real for me.. People's heart always changing and that terrified me. Love like kyungjoo only exist in my dream... Haha i cant never wear my heart on sleeve like wooyoung does.. I doubt i can even love people when i was full of hatred on myself
Im to lazy to go travel around the world bcs it seems like it will consume a lot of money and time..
My dream is to earns a lot of money and then just lock myself inside the house with my cats... It doesnt sound bad right?










Aubrey Jordin looked like Cinderella's stepsisters lol