i love them so much
when he said « at first i wanted to use him » idk why but it felt so out of his character, when did that happen ?
I did develop stockholm syndrome with this story with how much I wanted to stop reading it but I didn’t it. firstly i don’t understand why jenny was drawn like that like ok she’s fat and ugly i get it but to put more details in the ML neck than her face ???? do some effort please characters can be ugly and have a face similar to your other characters art style. the uke pissed me off so much all he does is crying there’s no chapter where he doesn’t cry and he back off a lot and a lot , there where so many unnecessary rape scene like is there no other way for him to express his anger ??? worst is even without apologizing he still would forgive him AGHHHHH. the story had so much potential I love how the mental health issues were explained and the metaphor but the characters pissed me the f off. it make the story goes from 5-4 stars to 3 if not 2.
this is one of the worst story i have ever read, i forced myself to continue reading it cause i wanted to know more about the secondary people i thought we would know more about them and see them together. i hate the fact that they did brush it off easily the fact that he litt killed the person who got him saved and don’t talk to me about guilt since he then swallowed his heart wtf ? and taking about derek would have wanted me to move on !!! fuck no !!! derek wanted to go to the city and explore art DEREK WANTED TO LIIIIIVEEEEEEE.
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there’s a lot of things insufferable about the ML but the story was too long for me to remember anyway i don’t like him this much
i have a hard time remembering name sadly , but i got shocked reading the author notes realizing that many people hate on the bottom, even though he’s clear about a lot of stuff it was nanjo who didn’t get the memo, and it’s clear that there’s a lot of things that’s admirable about the bottom since he liked him that much it’s just the story doesn’t focus on that point cause it’s not normal for him to be that obsessed, what’s normal whatsoever is the fact that nanjo doesn’t want to talk with mok but he’s still wouldn’t leave him alone , it may be the same for nanjo and the bottom since we know that he stopped working but we don’t have the reasons.
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yall acting like he raised him his whole life it was only for two years. and he didn’t have him learn or anything cause even the hybrid were rare and on hide. We neeeed side stories about the main and the second couple i feel like they can work it out!!
i just had to force myself to keep on going i hated the main character such a cry baby crying to get what he wanted and the other just going with wtv he wanted just so ridiculous, the only good thing about this story was the first side story about their friend. the rest was just straight up bullshit for grown ass man people who doesn’t even understand when talked to
i’ve read this bl in one go since yesterday, i love the characters and how they are portrayed except for xinlu he piss me the f out but if that’s a good writing. i don’t like the fact that the rape was dragged out more than it should have it really wasn’t that necessary i see that in the beginning it may have added to the story but after that idk it just made the whole things less likable ? since we already feel way bf the mc that there is feelings between them. for the people that have read the novel are we close to the end or we still far off it ?
i really don’t know what to think about this story i feel like he’s too toxic when he doesn’t need to be. also the ml deserves to know the full truth about what and how everything happened.
