When I was younger, I was forced into a sexual relationship with my (adult)babysitter, and although I only remember bits and pieces of it, I still know that I used to want to see them all the time, even after my parents told me that they weren't a good person.
This story really portrays the emotions well, and I actually cried at some scenes because it just made me think of my own experience.
I'm still in therapy right now, and god this story has just fucked up me up even more.
I've got somewhat a similar experience as well, when i was around 6 or 7 I got harassed by some high school guy, at that time my parents still hasn't picked me up from school and I played with a friend of mine who's around my age then a HS guy suddenly told me my mom was at the Cr,i was naive back then and believed him right away. Then the friend i was playing with tagged along but the HS guy stopped him, back then i didn't understand why and still continued to follow him to an empty classroom with a CR. I was really stupid back then and didn't think why my mom would go to a classroom's CR when there's a public one. I waited while sitting on one of the student's chair and then the guy suddenly went near me and kissed my cheek, i didn't understand still but i knew i was afraid so i stand up and as soon as i did he started pulling down his pants, i cried and shouted really loud and i guess he was scared so he immediately went out and i also ran out a bit after cuz i was afraid of the dark but all i did was cry until some other HS people saw me and i explained what happened, they brought me to the guard, explained to him and comforted me, when my parents finally arrived and heard the news my father was really angry and made sure to find him while my mom kept comforting me. When they found the guy, my father kept yelling at him saying that he will be in jail. I couldnt remember much after that but i guess it was weird that i remembered every scene perfectly but i wasn't traumatized by it and when i went back to school i was just back to my normal self and I also didnt go to therapy........ I didn't relate to this story any bit but your comment reminded me of it but it wasn't traumatizing so Im fine
I've got somewhat a similar experience as well, when i was around 6 or 7 I got harassed by some high school guy, at that time my parents still hasn't picked me up from school and I played with a friend of mine ... sj_uzerr
Oh damn what is wrong with me, writing such long story to a stranger
Oh damn what is wrong with me, writing such long story to a stranger sj_uzerr
don't beat yourself up about it, I may not know you that well, but I'm really thankful that your experience hasn't affected you too much, and that you're currently happy and healthy-- If you ever need to vent like this again, you could talk to a close friend/family member, or if you want you could even contact me.
Just know that theres probably so many people in the world who care, and if you need to vent, you can talk to them ♡
When I was younger, I was forced into a sexual relationship with my (adult)babysitter, and although I only remember bits and pieces of it, I still know that I used to want to see them all the time, even after my parents told me that they weren't a good person.
This story really portrays the emotions well, and I actually cried at some scenes because it just made me think of my own experience.
I'm still in therapy right now, and god this story has just fucked up me up even more.
I've got somewhat a similar experience as well, when i was around 6 or 7 I got harassed by some high school guy, at that time my parents still hasn't picked me up from school and I played with a friend of mine who's around my age then a HS guy suddenly told me my mom was at the Cr,i was naive back then and believed him right away. Then the friend i was playing with tagged along but the HS guy stopped him, back then i didn't understand why and still continued to follow him to an empty classroom with a CR. I was really stupid back then and didn't think why my mom would go to a classroom's CR when there's a public one. I waited while sitting on one of the student's chair and then the guy suddenly went near me and kissed my cheek, i didn't understand still but i knew i was afraid so i stand up and as soon as i did he started pulling down his pants, i cried and shouted really loud and i guess he was scared so he immediately went out and i also ran out a bit after cuz i was afraid of the dark but all i did was cry until some other HS people saw me and i explained what happened, they brought me to the guard, explained to him and comforted me, when my parents finally arrived and heard the news my father was really angry and made sure to find him while my mom kept comforting me. When they found the guy, my father kept yelling at him saying that he will be in jail. I couldnt remember much after that but i guess it was weird that i remembered every scene perfectly but i wasn't traumatized by it and when i went back to school i was just back to my normal self and I also didnt go to therapy........ I didn't relate to this story any bit but your comment reminded me of it but it wasn't traumatizing so Im fine
Oh damn what is wrong with me, writing such long story to a stranger
don't beat yourself up about it, I may not know you that well, but I'm really thankful that your experience hasn't affected you too much, and that you're currently happy and healthy--
If you ever need to vent like this again, you could talk to a close friend/family member, or if you want you could even contact me.
Just know that theres probably so many people in the world who care, and if you need to vent, you can talk to them ♡
Thanks, you too i hope your therapy goes well (๑•ㅂ•)و✧