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Some light notes on this chapter: Nakyum edition.

- Nakyum curious about Seungho's past;
- Nakyum fixing the bed for Seungho to rest in and trying to coach him to lay down.
- Nakyum concern for Seungho's feeling uncomfortable with the hat.
- Nakyum getting flustered because he remembered his wet dream.
- Nakyum reaching out to take Seungho's hat off for him.

Nakyum is already emotionally attached to Seungho and although there is a part of him that was always attracted to the danger and forbidden feeling that Seungho represented from start, it was the small signs of vulnerability in Seungho that is making way for other feelings. Seungho thinks he never needed anyone but he needs Nakyum.
Nakyum's character main trait is his kindness so the fact that he doesn't hold hate in his heart for long towards Seungho fits in the story. Then there is the other part of Nakyum's character: he is a lowborn and he doesn't matter to anyone. He doesn't belong anywhere, no one misses or needs him. That's is when Nakyum's heart starts being pulled by Seungho. Despite his Lord cold ways, Nakyum must have instinctively feel how much Seungho occupies his mind with him. Although he is convinced he is kept around for sex, there are signs that Nakyum realizes that he has some hold on Seungho. The first time he probably felt this power was when he calmed down Seungho with his hand in the patio scene, after he run away. Seungho was two seconds of killing Inhun when he bragged of his authority over NK. Lots of other smalls things in between, we get the scene where he hugged Seungho to stop him from beating the servant. Something that even Min knew would not be tempted by anyone else because everyone knows better than believe they can stop Seungho in a fit of rage. The night where Seungho slept hugging him and having nightmares was another sign of a needy Seungho that must have raised some kind of awareness in NK that sex was not all about. The last days events where Seungho beat up two men because of him .... now he starts making sense of Seungho's moods and again, even if he still won't admit that he can be important for someone, he must be feeling that weird feeling of being 'needed' by someone. This is new to Nakyum, no one ever needed him as Seungho does more and more. Feeling needed is feeling cherished and the more vulnerable and open Seungho becomes in his own transition back to being the human he once were, the more Nakyum will get hooked too on this newfound sensation of being important to someone else.

OMG I've just noticed that YuYang was the guy who was rejected by main character in this Manhwa http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/guang_xiang/nbt/d9b2be75d3232770/Ch33/1/
ITS SPIN-OFF! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧