Maybe i’m too delusional but I really don’t want this type of love. Like just that the bottom doesn’t seem to love the top i mean he never exhibited any type of care for him. And i cried during it because they love too silently. Like bro if you are in love just say so why are you guys afraid of the future . Love the person like you mean it . Care for the person like you mean it . But the reality is people only love this in this age.
It is probably mix of Japanese "i don't say my feelings" and autistic traits. As a Japanese autistic artist myself I relate to Fuwa soo much. Doesn't mean feeling are any less, just conveying them is really hard. But good on you that you know what you want from relationship. It is definitely more healthy than my inability to speak ( ̄∇ ̄")
Like i understand that bottom had a hard life but bro I really hated his attitude at first. He acted like the father was a saint and even if he was to him, the father was not a good dad infact I don’t understand how he could not try to contact his son for like 29 years. And the bottom acted like the father was so great , don’t you dare disrespect him while actively disrespecting his mother . The mother who was his only parent .not justifying her behavior tho but still we are like to get past all that and just accept their rushed love story of some shit. The bottom didn’t even confess love like brooo
The story was good. But the initial phase of bottom just pissed me off so much like he made me despise him so i just hated every time he was on screen. And i kinda get being scared but bro if you are that fucking weak and pathetic, why act so high and mighty. Like if you just have abandonment issues why are you trying to question top ‘s sincere feelimgs
So for the sake of my peace,I will make my own version of ending. The author probably wanted to make it so like the one who meets the girl first will be her fate.The girl will probably think and meeting her brother but in the reality,It’s probably the male lead like the previous cases. And that might be the end game











I lost brain cells reading this and in a very annoying way.