ok so it’s been a LONGGGGG time since i read this but basically the bottom (i think black/dark hair) is like the strongest fighter or something like that and he has a group of coworkers (there’s 4 or 5 of them total i think) and they’re like a company based setting and the top is saved??? by the bot and then joins the company that the top (im pretty sure blonde hair) is at and then like the seniors (aka the top and his coworkers) are assigned juniors to train (top gets assigned to the bot) but the top is extremely lazy (not rlly lazy but he’s extremely sleepy and constantly sleeps) and doesn’t really train the top but the top is like a golden retriever boy kinda so he keeps trying to get close with the bot.. i remember vividly that after a fight (o think it’s kinda zombie apocalypse or fight some type of monsters/robots) one of the juniors died and then there was a scene where a bunch of the juniors wanted to resign cus they didn’t realise how actually scary it was to fight and see your allies die… i also remember a scene near the beginning during one of the practice fight? where the bot and his coworkers/friends are sitting on bleachers and the bot was asleep and i think they said that his nickname was like ace or smt like that cus he was the strongest fighter… pretty sure they used guns to fight as well? AND ALSO i remember like the first time the bot actually trained the juniors it was like the bot brought them all at a garage and closed the lights and then had them all try to come and him and shoot him and if you got shot by him you would get a beating (and bot kept aiming for the top lol)
Maybe this one: https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/d_aze/
ok i don’t remember much from this but it’s a bl & pretty short i think? they met when they were kids (not really meet but first saw each other) where they sat across from each other on the train. seme/the top, who works as a photographer/film photo person idk what it’s called, did like a 「 」pose with his fingers to “take a picture” of uke/the bottom. they met again in the future and seme took a bunch of photos of uke… i don’t really remember what happened in between but i know they had an argument or something along those lines (i think it was something about one of them dying because of the other???? maybe not idk…) but they didn’t talk for a while u til uke went back to the shop that seme works at and saw all the film photos being hung to dry out and the photos being of uke.. idk if i got some things wrong but please lmk if you know any manga that is similar to what im describing it’s been itching my brain and bothering me all day
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kami_no_fune_de_nemuru/ might be misremembering
please don’t fall omg insert me into the story and drop me instead or let me be a cushion for him!!! i’ll be the sacrifice he’s already been through so much
LMAOOO