Thought you guys might want to know so you can judge for yourself if you wish to continue the story or drop it.
I needed to get this out of my system so badly because I was so fucking frustrated with the story. I want to hug my girl Iyeon and also SHAKE HER HARD FOR NOT MAKING HIM SUFFER/GROVEL HARDER.
Despicable things Chaewoo did to Iyeon once he recovered his memories:
⬤ Sexually assaulted her several times:
➤ Made her throat bleed from a rough blowjob. Iyeon volunteered to give him a bj but he was so rough and uncaring about her wellbeing and feelings. He fucked her throat so hard he made her throat bleed. He wounded her throat. That's SA. He fucked her mouth beyond her comfort level and physical limits until her throat bled.
⋙Novel excerpt: “Her throat tingled as she fought the urge to vomit. She slowly poked her tongue around the inside of her ravaged mouth, trying to ignore the metallic smell of blood.”
➤ She didn't want to have sex and wanted to sleep. She keeps saying go to sleep. But he sticks his fingers inside her vagina anyway even when she's not wet! She's dry!
⋙Novel excerpt: “The inner wall, which is not even wet yet, swallows its finger well to the end of the root, but she pushes him away.”
⬤ Demeaned her and treated her carelessly like she was an object: Iyeon didnt want to have sex and wanted to have a shower first because she was sweaty. He took her to the bathroom and sprayed her with strong water pressure like she was a dog until she was sputtering.
⋙Novel excerpt:
"Despite her protests, Chaewoo put Leeyoen down, turned on the shower and began spraying her with water..."
"The water pressure was strong and left a painful tingling sensation all over her body."
"She closed her eyes and mouth tightly and held out her arms as if trying to hold back the water..."
"ChaeWoo mercilessly kept the stream pointed toward her."
⬤ Caused an explosion that made Iyeon hit her head on some rocks and lose consciousness. He deliberately knew that Iyeon would get hurt from the explosion but didn't bother to take her somewhere safe. He left her and just allowed her to get caught in the explosion. He was literally in the same space as she was when it happened. He had time to take her somewhere safe but didn't do it. He wanted her to get hurt.
⋙Novel excerpt: “”Chae-woo!” Lee-yeon called, but there was no use. He turned away from her. Then, boom! She covered her head at the unexpected explosion... Lee-yeon looked back at the place where Kwon Chae-woo had been. He was gone. The last thing she remembered was being pushed forward by the waves. Thanks to the growing pain she felt from the moment she opened her eyes, she was certain she’d definitely hit her chin on some rocks as she fell. She had no idea how she’d made it out alive.”
⬤ Destroyed the orchestra ensemble in the forest that she prepared for him which was also her entry for the Hwaidome 4th trial. He intentionally ruined her chances at the competition. After she got so far in the competition :( He knew how hard she worked for it. He was literally by her side throughout her journey :( and yet he did not spare her a second thought before destroying her hard work.
⬤ In the same scene, he strangles her just like how he strangled her in Ch1.
⋙Novel excerpt: “The hand that was suddenly gripping her neck tightened. Her voice burst out desperately. Lee-yeon grabbed his wrist tightly, her face turning blue as she struggled to breathe.”
⬤ Poisoned and killed the sacred 500 year old spirit tree that Iyeon was taking care of. HE KNEW JUST HOW IMPORTANT THAT TREE IS TO IYEON AND HE INTENTIONALLY KILLED IT TO HURT HER. That tree was entrusted to Iyeon by the villagers. So when the villagers found it dead, they were angry at Iyeon and called her a quack and attacked her!
⬤ Allowed her to be physically beaten and verbally abused by the angry villagers. Watched her get assaulted by a mob with a pleased look on his face as the angry villagers physically and verbally attacked Iyeon for the tree he killed.
⋙Novel excerpt: "His indifferent gaze seemed somehow pleased. Despite having her hair pulled, her neck scratched, and even falling to the ground from the rough touches of the people, he just watched idly.
⬤ Destroyed her garden and trashed her home. After the villagers assaulted her, she went home and discovered that Chaewoo had his men trash her home and garden.
⋙Novel excerpt: “After Kwon Chae-woo left and she returned home with a messed up body and mind, the front yard was completely overturned as if a wild animal had gone through it. The living room was dirty with footprints, and broken flower pots and vases were scattered around the house. She didn’t see it but men came to her house while she was gone and destroyed everything they could see.”
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And those are just the highlights! Throughout the arc he was verbally, mentally, and physically hurting her.
All throughout this arc I was mourning Amnesiac Chaewoo so hard i kept thinking "Amnesiac Chaewoo would never do this to her!". Bc Amnesiac Chaewoo may be pushy but he always considered her feelings and emotions :( he was affectionate and caring!
This Evil Chaewoo never considered her at all during this entire arc. Even Iyeon mentions it when she starts to notice him changing. Novel excerpt: "You used to react very sensitively to my feelings!”
I know he is a black flag but for me the things he did were too cruel. Despite the redemption arc, I don't think it was enough to forgive him. He is downright unredeemable to me.
I seriously don't think they should've gotten back together. Also Iyeon was not mean and harsh enough to him during his groveling arc. I wanted her to treat him like trash that he is! And he was still forceful and stubborn and kept invading her personal space when he was asking for her forgiveness. He was so pushy to have Iyeon forgive him when he doesn't deserve it at all.
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A FEW “GROVELING” ARC SPOILERS (will not spoil everything in this arc bc a ton of stuff happens! And i cant remember everything exactly bc theres so much! BUT it all happens in JUST 1 month during her contract at the Kwon estate. And yes, she forgives him during this 1 month. After all the shit he put her through, she allows him back in her life after just 1 month of "groveling"...)
⬤ Only seriously apologized when he found out she was pregnant
(Ofc the FL doesnt forgive him on the spot. And he spends more time trying to get back to her good graces. But still? You only doubled down on apologizing to her after discovering shes pregnant?)
⋙I find it a bit distasteful that when he found out she was pregnant that's when he broke down and started begging for forgiveness. It felt disingenuous to me bc it felt like he only wanted her back seriously bc she was useful again (yknow carrying his child/heir and everything). Hurts alot bc when they broke up he told her she was useless to him. He had a realization that Iyeon was ready to move on with her life with their child without him, and he didnt want that.
⋙He can't stand that she was ignoring him and treating him indifferently (as she should after you were so cruel to her!) Classic trash male behavior that they start losing their mind when you stop giving them attention.
⬤ Prior to finding out she was pregnant, his amnesiac personality's memories and feelings merged with his killer personality which made him very confused with his feelings. He has a brief moment of reflection over his terrible actions but he still doesn't say sorry to her out of pride (that bastard!) when he had the chance to speak to her at the Kwon estate. They have a forced proximity shit thing bc Iyeon was brought to ML's home bc of his evil brother. She's there on contract to fix the gardens. When ML sees her in person that's when his conflicting feelings and memories start haunting him.
⬤ ML starts bothering FL and following her around. FL is determined to ignore him and the ML (that fucking bastard i want to kill him) doesn't like that she is ignoring him and appears to not be thinking about him anymore.
⋙Novel excerpt: "Right here, right now, I'm going to discard all the memories associated with you."
⋙ChaeWoo says this to her before he left her to the angry villagers,
⋙So why the fuck should she give him any attention at all?
⬤ But the real turning point IMO was when he found out she was pregnant. She got sick while working there and the attending doctor found out. That's the first time we saw him begging her for forgiveness. He had many opportunities to apologize to her before he discovered her pregnancy, but he didnt because of his pride.
It makes me think if she weren't pregnant would he even bother to beg for her forgiveness?
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I really hope the artist takes artistic liberties and that they would not adapt every crime that Chaewoo commits against the FL in this manhwa. Bc the groveling/redemption arc in the novel was just not enough to make up for the severity of Chaewoo's crimes against Iyeon!
I don't see how the redemption arc can be satisfying and earned if they don't modify or omit some of the cruelty Chaewoo inflicted on Iyeon. Since I don't think they will improve his groveling/redemption arc, the only way it can be satisfying at all is if they lessen the severity of his crimes, either by omitting some of them or modifying them to be less severe.
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Addtl rant:
Mygod I still cant move on from when HE ALLOWED HER TO GET ASSAULTED BY AN ANGRY MOB OF PEOPLE FOR A CRIME HE DID.
It hurts so much to see bc I get reminded of Amnesiac Chaewoo who instantly defends Iyeon and offers to kill people for her just because they were talking shit about her!
And now we have this Evil Chaewoo that just watches idly as she gets physically and verbally beaten! for something that he fucking did!
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IMO, the best punishment for Chaewoo is to be denied access to Iyeon. Chaewoo wants nothing more than to be allowed back in her life and stay by her side.
What made it so unsatisfying for me is that Iyeon allowed him back in her life after just 1 month of staying at the Kwons for her contract. During the 1 month of her stay, Chaewoo does the groveling etc. IIRC, their breakup happened just less than 3 mons ago before she went to the Kwon estate for her 1 month gig.
You guys be the judge. After all the unspeakably cruel things he did to her I dont think he deserves to get access to her again so quickly and be allowed back in her life in Hwaido after just 1 month of "groveling".
What im saying is that he deserved to suffer more and for longer. I WANT HIM TO SUFFER FOR YEARS . I guess Im just being vindictive now. But I just cant forgive him for making her bleed during sex, sabotaging an important milestone in her career, and literally watching her as she gets beaten up right infront of him! THE ANGRY MOB LITERALLY COULDVE KILLED HER!
If he really loved her how could he bear to just stand by and watch as an angry mob attacked and beat her up? They were pulling her hair and scratching her skin and shoving her to the ground AND HE JUST WATCHED WITH A PLEASED LOOK IN HIS EYES.
Fuck. Just typing that out again just reminds me again how there's just no way to redeem that. How could you even redeem that cruelty? Even the author doesnt know how lol.
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I'm gonna read this manhwa again just for Amnesiac Chaewoo's chapters. The artist really made him too handsome...
I’ll prolly revisit when I'm not as emotionally hurt anymore from the ML's cruelty because I really love the art style.
But honestly, if this manhwa didn't have a beautiful art style I never would've bothered to read the novel or keep up with the manhwa at all. My heart just cannot forgive the ML's cruelty.
I love male yanderes when I can see their affection and care for the FL despite their violence. BUT THERE WAS ZERO CARE AND AFFECTION FOR IYEON DURING ENTIRETY OF THE MEMORIES RETURN ARC. It's just back to back abuse from the ML :(
Amnesiac Chaewoo was the best version because he was violent BUT NEVER TO IYEON. He was violent to people who hurt her! and was always 100% ready to protect her! He would never intentionally hurt her or cause her harm :(
If you've reached until this end, thank you for listening to me! All novel excerpts are from the translations by lunarletters!
#GrievingForAmnesiacChaeWoo
High quality content with possessive, obsessive, or yandere male leads
Includes both BxG and BxB
Some of these are not for the faint of heart so tread with caution
How many times does she keep on tripping over small things bruh not hating tho since i am currently binge reading it and its been good so far #－.－)
I thought this would last like atleast 50 chapters the ending was lwkey kinda rush:// did not expect it to end early but this was a good story to read nonetheless!
A list of quality smut manga I've read that I would continue to read or go back to because they are *chef kiss*
We like consent, some sexy characters, good relationships (?), and plot (??).
I'll add a summary or how I feel about the manga or why I like it.
Side note; I don’t have any BL on this list. Please find a different list. Sorry!
Let me start by saying that everything Im sharing comes from spending many years on this site, observing patterns across multiple accounts, and reading user reports. Im not the dev, mod, or admin but Ive had experience with systems which is why I can answer your “whys” and “what ifs”
THIS IS THE SITUATION
Jan19 - Bto closes
⠀⠀⠀*start of traffic surge to Mgo
⠀⠀⠀*some features have slowed down a bit
Jan24 - Mgo goes down
⠀⠀⠀*caused by backend updates or overloaded servers
Jan26 - Mgo comes back up
⠀⠀⠀*site is online again but very buggy: missing lists, random logouts, slow pages, no notifications, etc
⠀⠀⠀*this is when the system started gradually restoring lists
WHY IS THE SITE SO BUGGY
- Mgo uses separate parts for different things. One to SAVE your manga data (aka database/the memory), another one to DISPLAY your saved Manga data (aka UI/what you see), and another one for your browser/session data (aka cookies, login state, etc/this also connects the database and ui). When everything is working properly, these three systems stay in sync (eg. when you save a manga, it will show up in your list right away)
The system will communicate with Database, like hey this is the user that logged in go tell UI the things they should display. So Database will tell UI, like hey based on what's given to me, these are the saved data that belongs to this user, these are what you should display. HOWEVER, because of the gradual restoring of lists (which puts a heavy load on the site), the System, UI, and Database are not able to communicate properly, so theyre not in sync. This is why we’re encountering the issues
I DON'T GET NOTIFICATIONS
- since the System, UI, and Database are not in sync, Mgo cant correctly link your acc to your saved mangas so notifs dont show up/update properly. This is temporary and should be fixed when the system is in sync again
WHY DO I KEEP GETTING LOGGED OUT
- Mgo keeps track of your login/session info. But if this isnt tracked properly, Mgo may log you out randomly/repeatedly
WHERE DID MY LIST GO
- Your mangas are not deleted. Theyre still saved in the database. Mgo is gradually restoring everyone’s list from the oldest to most recent marked mangas. Follow this post to get notified about updates: https://www.mangago.me/home/mangatopic/21092806/
WILL I GET MY LIST BACK
- YES. Do note that while your list is coming back, you might notice some things are off:
⠀⠀⠀*all mangas going into Already Read even if theyre originally marked as Want to read or Reading
⠀⠀⠀*deleted mangas showing up again
⠀⠀⠀*missing notes/summaries
⠀⠀⠀*only rated mangas showing for some users
(I can explain why but it will be too long for this FAQ. idk how to explain without sounding too technical so i might also have to explain the basic terms. You can ask in the comments if youre curious)
I ADDED NEW MANGAS TO MY EMPTY LIST, WILL IT OVERWRITE THE OLD ONE
- if you ADD NEW mangas while the site is restoring, your new list will stay. And your original list will be added back on top of it once its fully restored. But if you RE-ADD EXISTING mangas, it will update the original date of when the manga was added, tags, and summaries/little notes you originally had for it. its usually best to wait and let the restoration finish before making lots of changes
WHY DO OTHERS HAVE THEIR MANGAS BACK ALREADY, WHILE MINE IS STILL MISSING
- think of this like we're reading through a giant BOOK of everyone’s manga list, arranged by the exact time each manga was added (aka timestamps). Each timestamp is like a page in the book, and we read them from the oldest timestamps to the newest. Right now, we are reading timestamps from Feb 2022 (as of writing this post), so any timestamp dated later than Feb 2022 wont appear YET
If your lists are still completely EMPTY, there are 2 possible reasons:
One is that its about “activity”, not account age. So even if you joined in 2016, but you didnt add any manga until 2023, your list wont appear until the system reaches the timestamps for 2023. The second reason is, since the system is very busy right now, it sometimes hits a blurry page and has to skip to keep moving. This doesnt mean your data is gone. It just means the system needs to go back for a second run once the "main reading" is done
HOW SOON WILL THEY COMEBACK / WHEN IS THE RESTORATION EXPECTED TO FINISH
- how soon your lists fully comes back depends on how far along we are in the “book” and how many timestamps we still need to read. If yours already started to appear again then thats a good sign. it means your account is already in the queue and the rest should continue to come back (gradually, not all at once)
If theres another run, expect anywhere from a few extra hours to about one extra day. A full second pass could push it to Feb 4–5, but a partial cleanup run would likely finish around Feb 2–3.
IS THERE A WAY TO EXPORT MY LIST
- heres one way to export your lists: https://docs.google.com/document/d/14Drj0CviUhrAmZlU-DC-AtxGFQoH1_PYQ81b2Vzu82w/edit?tab=t.0#heading=h.acjitdw8v0h thank @Gurl for this solution by following/sending them a message. This is their account: https://www.mangago.me/home/people/3402357/home/
IMPORTANT: WHEN TO CONTACT SUPPORT
- PLEASE WAIT. Do not email the devs yet. The system needs to make several runs to load everyone's data correctly. Most of the current issues should fix themselves after the full restoration process is done. Give it at least 2 weeks from now.
If after everything finishes and youre still seeing clear errors in your marked mangas, report them to [email protected]
If possible, keep a small log of your observations and what you did, such as:
⠀⠀⠀*whether you re-added, edited, or deleted mangas during restoration
⠀⠀⠀*any repeated issues (random logouts, missing notifs, errors, etc.)
⠀⠀⠀*the other specific errors you noticed
Simply put, keep a log of WHAT YOU DID/OBSERVED and WHEN (use GMT or if in your local time, specify your timezone). The more specific your report is, the easier it is for the devs to trace what went wrong. It helps them replicate your actions so they can actually find and fix the problem
Here's an example log:
2026-01-26 9PM: I noticed my list went missing
2026-01-28 2AM: my list is restoring up to 67
2026-01-28 9PM: I added 10 mangas to my Already Read
2026-01-30 6PM: my restored mangas is stuck at 67
2026-01-31 10AM: my list count is increasing again. It restored up to 83
2026-01-31 7PM: I added 3 mangas to my Want to Read
EDIT TO ADD: Youre welcome yall (i cant reply to each one of you youre too many ) Im just glad I could help clarify things! Ask away if you have more questions so I can keep updating this community-notes for everyone! (づ￣ ³￣)づ
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I picked from art & plot but some aims on passionate sex scenes only,
to enjoy it you better look over their weak/absurd plot. (>‿O)v HA+
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