We've all been there, constantly overthinking our relationship with others, guessing when they'll finally leave you, but I hope you still let yourself go with the flow cause half of the time the thing that ruins a relationship is us overthinking it.
I hope you let yourself heal from whatever you've been through so that in times where people are a bit silent you're secure enough to think that times are just tough for some people or that they're just busy but also secure enough to let the relationship go if it really is time.
Tldr: Everything circles back to YOU, so I hope you take care of yourself :>
He deserves 2 boyfriends