The whole family are idiots. They didn’t question that their father/ husband practically kidnapped a child from another country, brought them to the house, not even to adopt them, but to stick them in a guest house far away from civilization and people… didn’t even have the decency to put the child in school… and no one questioned it???
I didnt even think about it like this. You're right. Fucking facts! Wtf is wrong with that dad. It must be genetic the whole family is fucked. Poor Angie, hopefully she got more sense from the MC but actually the MC don't got much sense either. The hell im holding it in and letting my old flame call me a slut. Im going spider monkey on him and his family everytime they open their mouth. I would be soo violent they would most likely try to have me committed. But damn he does have to think about Angie ughhhh
At first I was like “ so we’re just gonna resolve over 20 yrs of trauma and abandonment issues in nice one panel???” But I’m glad Fargo at least understood Haesu’s issues with his mum can be resolved that easily. I still can’t forgive her, not only did she blame him for also not reaching out to her when they first met ( like he was a child when she left and had just turned 20, how the heck was he even supposed to start looking for her?), she also never once reached out to him again in the SIXTEEN years that have passed. This isn’t a relationship that there can patch like nothing
Ok there’s so much I wanna get off my chest and I’m only on chapter 10.
1st of all that Mai girl is psychologically disturbed out just plain evil. What 6-7 yr old harbours that much jealousy towards another child to the point that they literally try to take over their life by having an affair and child with said persons partner??? How can you be jealous of someone for over 20 yrs who you barely spoke to!???
2nd of all when all her lies come to light she’ll be dragging her kid down with her. Both of them will be blacklisted from in industry.
3rd she can’t be THAT great or an actress that the company would go through such lengths to hide her shitty behaviour and lies. This is Japan we’re talking about








How did Grayson end up so twisted despite his parents seeming very loving and kind??
His parents weren't loving. Beside that Grayson is a rare case of born Dominant Alpha so his pheromones has affected his brain since birth.
i can say they’re really loving but they just don’t kno how to handle greyson since he’s a special case
They loved them, m not denying that. But they didn't show their love to them, to any of their children except for Bliss. Koi was the one who was paying attention to them emotionally. But cs of Ashley he couldn't do that properly. And raising everyone was difficult for them not only Grayson. So yeah, they fulfilled the parental duty but were emotionally unavailable for them, all of them. Ashley was more attentive to Grayson because of his condition. What all the children needed was love and affection when non of them got
right TT i’m taking that back bc even if Koi did love the children he wasn’t fully able to express them bc every damn time he tries to spend time w them Ash would prevent it ugh it wasn’t really a good idea that most of their kids look like Ash bc even the personality was almost copy pasted lmao
Oh, was this talked about in the book? And which one?
Yeah, it's kind of idk amusing that how every story revealed something new. In desire, it showed that they were actually attentive and loving but all the incidents plus few more incidents were revealed in the parents' own story that showed how their parenting actually was.
I feel like the author needs to make another story focus on Ashley and koi but this time just their parenting style.
I feel like we’re missing so much about their upbringing or specifically how’s Ashley is like with his kids (especially after koi’s poison incident).
The side stories were vague with their parenting style but we know that they’re not good parents
Yep like from what I remember, in ash and koi novel, it showed how trash they were as parents God DAMNNN, like ash emotionally and physically too i guess neglected all the dominant alpha children (except bliss) only because of his own insecurity of being an dominant alpha
Like reading lick me ( parents novel) made me realize how trash they were as parents but when I read desire me novel it seemed like the author was trying to protray ash as a parent who did his best and honestly ash Gaslighted me but still idk at the end of the day children are neglected/ crazy due to ash's insecurity and koi's stupidity/being dense.
Koi should’ve just listened to Ash abt having one child only
I don't even think they gave nath love and attention
It’s crazy how I thought they weren’t that bad after reading Grayson’s novel before reading the parents story. Now I look at them with disappointment and it’s hard for me to think which I was disappointed with more between them.
Agreeed.
Maybe nathenial would have been raised to not turn out to be a Dominic copy cat later on.
I feel like koi’s presence will make him turn out differently. Remember, koi had to manage all 6 of his koi, splitting his attention between them, while nathenial got the least amount of attention from both parents bc he was smart and is more mature than the rest of the children.
Which is why in lick me novel, koi’s feels awkward around nathenial as he doesn’t spend much time with him, and nathenial didn’t seek out for koi period.
Nathenial respects his parents but he only sees them as his father and his father’s partner/person that give birth to me. He doesn’t have familiar feelings for his parents.
(I wish the author explore why nathenial is offensive to koi and why he only calls him by his last name while the other siblings calls him daddy)
I was annoyed by Nath at first in his own story. After that I read the parents story and the parenting part made me realise that somewhere it was Ashley open jealousy that made Nath so distant from the family. He was the first child and the moment he was born he has seen nothing but disgust in Ashley's eyes. Whatever Ashley was doing, for chase as he was emotional, he felt like they don't love him. For Grayson as he couldn't feel anything, he believed they are loving and protective. It was only Nath who could see the jealousy of Ashley and how desperately he was trying to separate them. So much so that Nathaniel never got close to koi like others. He never called koi as daddy like others.
And which is why he just stood there watching Grayson and Stacy poisoned koi bc he wanted to see how strong his Ashley and koi’s connection
Exactly!!!
My god, it’s actually rare to see people actually seeing the flaws of koi and Ashley parenting style. Because there’s still novel readers out there who think that both Ashley and koi did nothing wrong and it’s just the pheromones within the children that made them turn this way.
It makes me wonder if nobody learn about nature vs nurture argument.
Im seeing so many Ashley fans are coming out justifying his failed parenting after the recent chapter was out. Are they fr real. I can understand chase fans but this? Really
Jeeez