Reiko is sooooooo pissed. Y’all done fucked up real badddd.
Love that Rosa sees Yeonwoo and goes…I’m gonna finger his ass.
I would like squeeze TSUBAKI-kun’s cheeks! RRRAAAAGGHHHHHH
As a novel reader I’ll just tell y’all that this is in NO way a romantic story. The art style is odd, harrowing, weird because the story is too. It’s psychologically fucked up and absurd. Do not expect a redemptive moment (for the seme). Gubu (author) doesn’t write happy, romantic stories. Their stories have an incorrigibly cruel top and tortured but tenacious bottom. There is at no point in this story where the sex is appealing or erotic. It actually got to a point where I, a connoisseur of the most-fucked-themes-ever-known, had to take a break from reading the novel. I was so stressed I wanted the uke to kill himself to save us (the readers) all. The art style conveys that in how raw and unappealing it is. You’re not really supposed to find it pleasing to look at. This is not something like Jinx where you can say “the story is meh but the sex scenes are hot”. The sex scenes here aren’t supposed to be hot. Spoiler but there is no point in the entire novel I can think of where the main characters have consensual mutually pleasurable sex. Also the artist of this manhwa was a big fan of gubu’s works beforehand.
Therefore, if you cannot handle your average rape-victim-turns-lover BL then this is DEFINITELY not the story for you. It takes the standard tropes of obsession, possessiveness, lust and turns them into the most horrific thing you can think of.
Edit: ALSO DO NOT READ THE NOVEL. You will feel an astronomical level of despair you will want to to throw up and die. (Not an exaggeration)
Not him technically supporting Jaeheon’s entire body with just the strength of his Massive Throbbing Cock.
Eunsan you’re so ukeful…you’re draining the world’s uke resources…Can I sniff your hole….
Where is my middle-aged 50 year old teenager???? I miss his trifling ass
I can get why his mom wanted his ass away from her. She could sense his vibes were off. Being cute won’t fix your bad vibes, kid.
PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT: This review is a joke!!! Baby Jiheon is NOT at fault for being neglected!! His mom is a bad mom!! I was joking about him having bad vibes as a kid! He does however, have bad vibes as an adult!!
“You fucking whore” followed by a bombastic slap. The crowd (me) cheered!!
As a horny bastard, my dick got Bricked Up. I had an astronomical psychological orgasm the moment Lord Mugo Triple Maxed his size…Okay Big Guy.
It’s quite evident this is the author’s gratuitous pleasure that we all have the privilege of enjoying. They woke up saying they gonna draw a potato big tiddie (as usual) getting bredmaxxed and you’re allowed to come along for ride if you want. The plot is a suggestion imo. It’s just here to ground the smut…give it some profound meaning (still do like Mugo’s backstory don’t get me wrong lol)
It’s always so hard reading plot lines where siblings share animosity towards each other due to their parent’s favoritism of one child and the neglect of another. Like from his parents’ perspective, Jiseong needed more attention and care due to his fragile health condition. However, that came at the entire expense of their other child. I don’t know how they couldn’t see how this sidelining of Jaeyi would build up resentment in his little body. Jaeyi was allowed to be angry and hurt and feel like Jiseong was the problem because he embodied his parents’ neglect. He was a pissed off 8 year old. He probably didn’t wish Jiseong death for fr. I told my mom I hated her when I was 10 because she didn’t let me buy ice cream when I was sick. He just wished he could care more (an equal amount) of attention from his parents . Jiseong’s reaction to finding out his little brother feels neglected and letting that emotion make him vindictive is what made their relationship what it is today. Jiseong didn’t even have to respond with a high level of emotional intellect and tell Jaeyi he understands his hurt. He just had to not psychologically bully his little brother by using the SAME tactics that made Jaeyi feel ostracised from his family. Does he think, even into adulthood, that Jaeyi is his biggest opp? The entire family needs group therapy. And it doesn’t help the fact that Jiseong probably knows how Jaeyi will respond to Ideum hanging out with him and now Ideum becomes sort of collateral in this situation.
So obsessed with this season’s ending that I keep thinking about it even after leaving a long ass comment like 2 days ago and I’ve also been listening to Tinashe’s latest amazing album and her song “I’d rather be alone” Is the song that encapsulates what I think Garam would feeling through the last moments (post-Compton saga) of their relationship. Like look at these lyrics:
“But you gotta thing for withholding your love
You give me a little but never enough
Oh, what's the point?
You don't really wanna fix it ‘cause you're so avoidant
Now you're touching on my body and I do enjoy it
Don't ever take me seriously, and that's what annoying”
Wooju is so cutieful and naive I feel like crying.
I will first reiterate, I am 100% Garam supporter and I think he should have done more than destroy that piano. But also…. (I’m gonna go on a long-winded rant)
To a certain extent, I do empathise with Heejae’s condition (not the whole Compton saga, but him being a metaphorical knife) and I can see why he would feel “betrayed” and insecure if he hoped that Garam would keep accept him, flaws and all. It doesn’t help the fact that objectively speaking, Heejae is not that likeable. Other than having this innate personality defect, he was brought up in a very elite and upper-class society that bred in him all the egoism and solipsism found in both the Korean Peninsula and American soil. Add to the fact that he is a once-in-lifetime musical prodigy. (Drink everytime someone chokes on his dick calling in Maestro).
This man was always going to have severe degree of arrogance that you find in wealthy, brilliant people. Therefore, to the common non-music nerd, he is detestable. But…at least he is self-aware about his personality demerits. IMO He’s allowed to want Garam, his lover to compromise on these personality defects of him and love him entirely especially since he’s shown him some aspect of his interior (his self-composed pieces, the narrative behind his Chopin). However, I am also severely critical of his VERY stubborn trait of refusing any inner growth or development to a palpable degree. We as readers have seen him try to overcome his hauntings, to try and treat Garam more sweetly and even show his moe side (He is endearing to me at times, middle-aged pookie). But Garam, as a character in this narrative cannot see that entirely and find security in maybes and assumptions. Garam wants apologies, he wants sincere declarations of love and vulnerability that is supposed to be a bare minimum in a relationship like theirs. The fact that Heejae is so obstinate to the point he can’t even consider an apology, not even an entire personality overhaul, is so infuriating. His incorrigible stubbornness is inextricable from his self-identify being tied to music. He cannot love because he only loves music (as he says). There’s one thing being self-aware about your character demerits and just saying “meh this is what you get, deal with it” vs. realising that you need to at least try to change if you want to keep people you care about in your life.
This closing chapter hammered just how cruel this obstinacy can be. Heejae thinks that Garam is infinite in love and forgiveness. This season ending just disproved that. The fact that Garam finally broke down and actually revealed how much pain he was in and how much his love (kind of) outweighed the emotional pain Heejae caused and that Heejae thought that he can save a ship that’s sailed, struck and ice-berg and sank in the depths of the ocean is laughably absurd to me. Heejae is an absurd concept to me, seeking love and compassion but refusing to verbally reciprocate it and pushing it away with callous words and behavior. He deserves to have that piano destroyed.
I love the fact that the author made Geumryang have a serious/zoned out look because whenever he smiles it feel 100000% more special. You can feel genuinely feel his love and joy at being with Taesun…likeeee he’s my cutie patootie pookie babyyyyyy.
You gotta establish dominance by not only atticwifing your uke but also having sex with the suit on. The Suit Stays On During Sex. #SemeBossing
Garam’s kitty stretch, Maria’s cute little happy smile…This chapter’s aegyo just replenished the global natural resources. So fucking aegyoful