when he shits that child outta him he better run like the blonde twink in love is an illusion did n NEVERRR COME BACK. GET THAT BAG AND GO HOE
"why do i suddenly feel irritated?" NO BOY STAY IN THE FRIENDZONE STAY IN YOUR LANE
lowk i think that the children are just the child versions of the mc and ml cs they look so eerily similar
there's like a bunch of foreshadowing too?? "i used to go here when i was young" (ml talking ab going to the same uptight kindergarten as mc's child) & "you have the same features as kotsu" (the 2nd ml's (child) father to mc) like im getting suspicious
OFC ITS HIM LIKE DEDUCE IT BY LOOKING AT HIS HAIR BRO GOT THE SAME CUT
why is bro a game designer when he could b the owner of his own bakery? those buns r 2 die 4
mikhail lomonosov?? the half russian-korean's (i forgot mc's name ) father??
chace deserves someone better (not delano, i love childhood friends to lovers trope especially with nerd x jock and loud annoying ass tsundere x loud ass puppy energy) just someone who can share his energy of calmness and bring him peace cause all these bitches just stressing him out
now THIS is psychological bl for me. no graphic art of the rape, just vague hints of it happening. the art portrays their emotions well, like you can fucking feel the dread off of mc's face and oda looks like he came multiple times from the high of being "normal"
the dependency is gradual but i think oda's was just too quick? though i can see why, cause boy found everything to be useless and had no genuine relationship and when he found someone who he (at first feels) can trust and be an equal to my boy became ADDICTEDD
katou's regression and just acceptance of his situation saddens me a lot. because truly, no one knows him better than oda. katou may know sides of oda, but he doesn't know how deep oda's willing to commit just for him. this just hits 2x harder than it has to be because in like i think ch 3?? or 4 katou had an epiphany that even his own parents couldn't understand him, but oda, the person who's the main center for his suffering since meeting him, understands him more than himself.
RLLY LKKE THIS A LOTT
there is no redemption arc in this one that cojld ever convince me woo-shit deserves in-seob even after allat. shit's it's pure psychological terror
still though, still curious enough to stick around and see where this actually goes cus there is no redeeming quality for the ml.
the art feels like porn ive read from nhentai but b&w cus the sex is pure filth w them expressions
ive seen my share of stories like these but this one has to go to the "switching my brain off if i read this" department cus everything's too fast like i wish the story was executed a little bit better
itonagi is so cute he's so fuckinh precious man if i was sanada i'd do him everyday too cus man looks so adorable like wym he got cresent for eyes??? that shit's so fucking cute?? he's so awkwardly adorable that you just want to shelter him from the world and constantly shower him with praises and affection cause that's what he deserves like props to his parents for birthing such a wonderfully adorable wholesome big hearted man that holds the beam of the sunlight in his smile and the light of a thousand stats within those beautifully gorgeous eyes and his lases are so on fleel that i kinda wanna lick it like fuck sanada not cus i hate him for an immature mistake but cus he can get this adorable beam of sunlight just for himself like I WANT AN ITONAGI IN MY LIFE TOO PLEASE