Su-ae really doesn't seem interested in Dohwa and it's frustrating. I have never gotten that feeling ever since the beginning of the story, she has always shown genuine love for their friendship but holy hell she cannot forget Eun-hyuk. I like to think that she still needs closure, truly believes she won't feel love again because she's been baldly burned and is afraid of falling in love and won't let herself be so naive again. I love Su-ae but I need her to communicate her past to Dohwa, he has been nothing but sweet and caring. If she doesn't like him she needs to communicate that so he can move on. It's not entirely her fault that she's around him, he's the one chasing her so i do understand her feeling bad and trying to reciprocate but dang.... I hope they all have a chapter where they TALK. so much needs to be said, and their silence is ruining everything
Right!! I need them all to communicate and I wish that su-ae would be more open. If su-ae really does value her friendship with Dohwa she would be able to tell him how she is feeling. Her kissing him out of guilt and a slight attraction should've just not happened. It made it seem like she wants to be with him but shes constantly still thinking about Eunhyeok. Im not saying its wrong to not know what you want but if she isn't getting answers from him then she should've tried to move on from him a long time ago! I love the dynamic between Su-ae and Dohwa but nothing is going to progress through silence and non reciprocated feelings.
This manhwa is by far one of the best I've read, the layers to the story and the beautiful art makes us want more. The sudden switch up really shook most people but having re-read this story it's clear that Eunhyuk had and has so much unresolved trauma, he always hesitated and found Su-ae complicated. He began to heal but inevitably regressed when he was hurt by Su-ae when he saw her ignore his call. He reacted like every Avoidant, left without any words. Since chapter 20, it really did seem like Dohwa's love was useless but it was only because Su-ae found Eunhyuk first. Dohwa is like her father, shamelessly in love and proud of it. Su-ae is still struggling to accept that love because she truly believes nobody can love her, she's understandably hurt and was seeking closure. Chapter 129 gave her that. I love this chapter. We get to see her see someone she didn't reciprocate feeling for still try for her, she is used to being hurt. I love her character, the story, and the uncertainty.
I keep seeing hate comments so I felt this comment section needed some love. <3
Team dohwa !
I agree her character is enveloping wonderfully but I hope she learns that she can't try something with someone and think all the pain will go away. I hope she finds closure and maybe after she will reciprocate dohwas feelings and allow herself to be loved and love again. He is the best option in my opinion but most importantly her health and healing journey comes first.
The complaints on the love triangle is getting boring, y'all know this was always going to be this way if it's not your cup of tea, you are always free to not continue reading. I love this manhwa with all my heart, yes the twist of Eunhyuk leaving was shocking but it kept the story going longer, we get to see su-ae mature. She's been burned before, so I really am hoping she doesn't forgive Eunhyuk and ends up falling for Dohwa. Y'all are the missing the point of her and Dohwa's relationship, he loves her because of how genuine she is, she likes him as a friend and never had any other motives and when she did (recent chapters) she came clean and didn't deceive him. Su-ae isn't going to fall for him so quickly, falling in love takes time and that's exactly why the author is giving them so many moments together..
Goodbye, TEAM DOWHA.









i hate rape as a use of punishment and showing that the top is hurting emotionally but won't just communicate. I hate that this story was so interesting and it had so much potential to develop its characters. Why did they have to ruin Ilay's growth? Why hasn't Tay become smarter after all of this?
This story has gone to the trash now.
I'm genuinely so annoyed and emotionally unwell. I know it's fiction but why is rape so prevalent in these BL's? I hate that most of them you have to just ignore or accept that it'll be in the plot.
142 chapters and we're still on the same bullshit. Man this reminds me of champagne and roses, great read and plot but this is just it's reheated leftovers. Maybe that's why I was so drawn to it but this is the worst possible writing. What do you mean Ilay couldn't hear him out at all??? Bringing up how deeply twisted Ilay is, mentions of cannibalism and mutilation?! Who made this guy the main lead, how would it be possible for someone like that to be redeemable. Also I'm beginning to realize that we all, including Tay developed Stockholm syndrome.. Ilay was always a murderer, rapist, and a sociopath.
End my life why did I waste my time on this story.