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I cry everytime karlyle self sabotage and starts self deprecating because it’s a fucking struggle. Thinking that your significant other might get tired of you for being emotional, and not wanting said emotions to become a burden to them. Like the struggle of having to tell yourself that it’s ok they love you no matter what and that you aren’t being too much even though everything in your entire being believes the opposite even though rationally and logically it’s not too much. Overthinking and self sabotaging is a nasty habit to struggle through.