Soooooo can anybody recommend some yoai that I can read and cry about like cryyy till I get a headache and whatever you know.
Not yaoi (only shonen-ai) but will make you cry buckets.
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/10_years_where_i_loved_you_the_most/
https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/717804/
here the list with my own experience+ review
Which chapter is this in the novel