I'm in pain for both of them. Oh CIRRUS My baby, please author-nim, stop tormenting Cirrus. And I'm sorry if I'm gonna hate Skylar today.
Skylar shouldn’t be blamed as he gave cirrus chances and indicated multiple times to tell about dongshik and chanil situation and if I were to give my partner that many chances to explain and still would be ignored, it definitely seemed skylar was a plaything to cirrus ( even tho we all know he wasn’t )
People don’t see that or forget that bc they see more Cirrus point of view than Skylar. The two of them really are not mature enough and it not because you sacrificed yourself for other that means the action you do for your partner should be excused. Same for Skylar too who is too scared. I really hope he will understand that he love Cirrus and that Minwoo is his past not his present. They need both to COMMUNICATE (please )
Skylar is lit having exams lol cirrus didnt just want to burden him, he wont go around saying “sorry, skylar! dongshik knos we are lovers and he stole ur notes and also tried to stole ur money too” and “hey i set up chanil and riin together btw!”.
Every readers has a right to hate Skylar for the past few chapters lol. He lied to save himself from the trouble when he’s the one who punched the red haired guy but Cirrus sacrificed himself and tried to solve the dongshik issue(not telling skylar that his friend stole money and notes from him, just threatening dongshik and the other friend to stay away from skylar). All that so Skylar can tell off Cirrus “I date you because i cant date chanil” and “how do you whats love is when you didnt grow up experiencing it?” isso off also lets dont forget how he’s somehwat physically abusive to cirrus. Like i know he got fears of people will caught him with cirrus but was violence really the answer? He also said a lot of mean things to his mom when he was in middle school “you’re so blabalab thats why dad left you” i know it was just skylar’s coping mechanism and didnt mean it but those words can scar his mom and cirrus for life. His abusive-like behavior doesnt excuse everything. The same with skylar “kissing someone drunk in their sleep without their consent” aka sexually assaulting minwoo in their sleep doesnt excused the aftermath of Minwoo bullying Skylar.
Cirrus did a lot of good deeds to cover up for the bad deeds but imagine you’re set up in a position where the you like this guy and his best friend knowing it sets up with another girl just to see you suffer. Cirrus talked a lot about his past issues and if he ever told about whatever happened before their relationship skylar would’ve def forgiven. And for a fact skylar met with cirrus to know about everything after his exams ended. To say cirrus didn’t want to stress him out is completely wrong based on his own words saying “I didn’t tell you because I feared you’d leave me”.
The I date you because I can’t date Chan if you see the irony was because Cirrus was the one who said it first after throwing him the hot chocolate. I see many people forget that. And Skylar angry issues just repeat what he accuse him to be. After Cirrus talk about Minwoo and clearly see that it a tabou subject when he see Sky reaction but he still wanted to go behold his boundaries and unfortunately dumb Sky act dumber again. His another angry issue said to Cirrus « How can he love etc » was dumb from Skylar . He was angry because he believed that Cirrus who knew at that time that he « loved » Chan only play with him. And even when Sky give him the change to say the true even Cirrus lied to his face again. So for him, all of his I love you was a play to make him miserable. When his trauma concern trust we can see that he had this bad habit to only focus on himself even more against the person who love him. Cirrus bad action don’t just stop we see his insecurity against Chan Il who do nothing and only wanted to be a good friend from him. It not bc he sacrificed himself for Skylar that means that his bad action he do against him are forgiven ( he literally SA Sky one time and the second time he stop, his manipulation is too toxic even for someone without trauma.) Skylar too is really dumb and focused on himself. He literally not fine mentally and him too don’t know how to love someone. People can hate on a character but acted like their favory is better or clean is hypocrite.
To be fair, Skylar lied to save himself too Imagine opening up to your lover just for him to use your trauma against you is crazy. Keep defending Skylar’s cowardness and abusive behavior to his mom and cirrus. He got trauma yes, but that doesnt excused everything he does. The same with Cirrus lol, saying its understandable what skylar does to everyone because its his coping mechanism. Then lets also excuse Minwoo’s behavior of bullying skylar after Skylar sexually assaulted him while he’s drunk
Opening up to someone isnt that easy especially when Cirrus was under on a stress at that time too, candy was on 50/50. Dont u think he will blurt everything out after his pet almost dying. Theyre both fucked up, cirrus was literally hated on the first to 30 chaps of this webtoon, now its skylar’s turn oh no lets defend him
Cirrus was literally insecure because theres no assurance from ur ass man Skylar. Theyre both stupid, Cirrus with “I will wait for you till you like me” and Skylar with being coward, indecisive and avoidant. He shouldve just kept his mouth shut when cirrus confessed to him. Cirrus was ready to leave him alone then skylar pulled him back again even when he’s not even sure if he like him or not and look affection-hungry cirrus crawling back to him. This is yes Cirrus’s karma but hell where’s skylar’s karma, dad’s karma, step mom’s karma and the pedo ass teacher’s trauma?? Why the hell its all on cirrus? when skylar and those others did a lot of bad things too.
If skylar really had to break up with cirrus, he would’ve done it long before waiting for candys surgery to end and never wouldve asked for explanation rather break up on call but he asked on their meetup and cirrus lied again. The ideology you have for hating skylar now for the first 30 chapters of cirrus getting hate….girl what
The concept of balancing the amount of trauma for skylar to break up with cirrus is utter bs. if you were in a position of dating someone who plotted the whole process of dating and knowing you were toyed and oh would you forgive him for having past trauma? I really dont think so. As much as i hate skylar for saying it out loud it’s true cirrus never received the family love and might have mistook love for last or just someone in general to validate him
Skylar is not the type of person who said I love you. We only see in the manhwa their interactions when they are people not when they are alone so we can’t talk about that. And Cirrus literally know when he decide to accept Sky invitation the type of person he is and how he really afraid of people opinion. Skylar decided to not let go Cirrus bc inside of him he know that he attracted to him. But he was not ready to fight again bc he too focused on his fear. Skylat literally know he love Cirrus??? Lmao did you even read the last chapter?? And I love the fact that you always point out the moment when Sky rejected Cirrus affection when they literally with people lmao. Alone we see how he reacted in some panel. It the same man who was ready to forget all before knowing that Cirrus lied to him. And his dumb ass had this bad habit to only focus on himself against the person who hurt him.





Anyone who knows where i can read the novel!? Pretty please..
I read it on novel updates but the first few chapters have a few grammer errors, but after that its good.
(Warning tho, the novel has a few sexual scenes the manga didnt really show like with freaky Norhox is)
Can i know which chapter should I continue in the novel according to the manhwa last updated..
The manga stops at volume 4 part 16 acording to novel update.
(And Abel will be fine no matter how bad this part seems)
Thank you
Okayy thanks alot