I was ugly crying near the end and could not see how everything could be alright in the end, but surprisingly it was alright. The story is very interesting but also sad, could give an existential crisis. Everybody goes through so damn much. I pitied MC a lot. In the end I couldn’t get myself to like ML, he still mostly seemed like a callous damned assshole, especially after MC left, and after his death (he doesn’t die for forever). He is just really unlikeable. I know his backstory and his moral values, but mostly I really think this is just his personality. I don’t hate him but he genuinely just is extremely unpleasant.
What do you mean "especially after MC left, and after his death (he doesn’t die for forever)?" Can you explain in more detail, and I'm just curious but why is he unlikable? Also, in the novel does it tell if ml like or love mc at all? What is there relationship amd how come he kill other but alway let mc off? Spoiler everything to me pls. ( ̄∇ ̄")
Sorry this is long but bear with me.
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An Zhe will die. But he is brought back to life through his spore. Turns out his spore is a way for him to replicate himself and that's why his instincts wanted him to find his spore. The novel is not romance heavy. Lu Feng is a very stoic and serious man, but he does love An Zhe. I find it very sweet how ML shows subtle affection towards MC.
Lu Feng is the arbiter. His job is to eliminate threats to the colony - that means he has to kill the infected before the monsters "hatch" and kill people. He has a 100% accuracy rate. That means he has only killed infected and has never gotten a shot wrong. Later on he will start to question his role as arbiter and whether he is doing the right thing or not.
An Zhe is not infected but he's also not human. Lu Feng can sense that he's different and has An Zhe tested but all tests show that he's not dangerous. An Zhe's odd constitution and his lack of fear of the artiber intrigues Lu Feng. That's why he pays special attention to An Zhe.
Ain’t no way. Tristan will actually cheat on Ethan, with his own father. No less in Ethan's house. What Ethan did is all for Tristan, he didn’t want to drink that guy’s blood, but he did it for him. On the other hand, what Tristan is doing is all to fulfil his desire for fucking his father.
No but, Ethan and getting the blood was almost too much for me, then the idiot start masturbating, that's even more alarming and then Ethan kiss him... that's so unwanted and really not necessary fr wtf with those authors ? I can't understand that, does they secretly wish to cheat ? Because there's no way in hell I'll draw/write something like cheating ever. But it's jut my opinion.
Is that fucking damned disgusting burning trash the ML? Tell me he’s not. FOR THE LOVE OF GOD WHAT THE FUCK.