It's ok to be embarrassed, but don't kys over it doll. That incident will flash by so fast. It won't be there forever, and your cousin sister understands that it is a natural thing, it happens to all of us who have wombs.
Aug 23 2021 Idk kinda feel anxious about myself. our school wants us to introduce ourselves on zoom but i didn't attend lol i was just watching their live on facebook and i don't even have the courage to introduce myself lol and i don't have irl friends and online friends and i don't know how to cope with myself and ofc school is starting and I'm scared for my mental health
Aug 24 2021 Still no friends
Aug 25 2021 Still no friends
Aug 26 2021 Still no friends
Aug 27 2021 Still no friends but I kinda got interacted by my ex-friend which is my friend for 8 years but we broke up lol
Aug 28 2021 I feel so pressured today andy overthinking self is at it again and I'm really scared on what's going to happen to me because school is starting and most of my closest friends transfered to another school and I hate it.
Aug 29 2021 I have 2 friends that came back to me
Aug 30 2021 Kinda nervous about cause school is starting tommorow
Aug 31 2021 I was anxious about myself but I really miss my old friends
Sep 1 2021 Kinda Excited cause it's already Christmas
Sep 2 2021 My stomach was about to burst out of embarrassment and worried. I really hate our teacher tbh cause ofc I told her to repeat the question cause I was lagging and she fucking told me that I don't listen to her vlass like bitch wtf?? Plus she also embarrassed me at class.
Sep 3 2021 Very Nervous about our lessons cause I always forget things easily at it affects the way of how i learn
Sep 4 2021 My fucking ex-crush idk messaged me back lol bcs his phone was broken so he can't reply that much idk what happened
Sep 5 2021 Excited about the Shoppee x Twice collaboration
Sep 6 2021 I thought my mom found out that I was self-harming
Sep 7 2021 Raining so much and it's so cold idk what to do and i didn't attend last period class cause of our slow WiFi
Sep 8 2021 I'm so nervous rn Because of class lmao and we're going to start the afternoon praise rn. I fucking hate our school teachers like Everytime why do they always embarrassed me because I don't open my camera on zoom call like my wifi isn't that strong and ofc I always chat to my friend/classmates to warn them that I have a slow wifi and lately just now 4:50 my teacher called out my name and said "*calls my name* you don't open your camera everytime and it's unfair for the others who open their cameras" and I was not expecting that my friends to say that I have a slow internet while I was shitting and holding my tears while smiling and taking a picture and ofc when our teacher said class is finished I immediately leave the room and burst into tears.
Sep 9 2021 Boy I was so excited for Shoppee x Twice and ofc I manifested that we will not have classes today at first I thought it's not real and when my English teacher finished her class it's our MAPEH subject ofc I was so frustrated cause I thought it was not working so I chatted in our gc that "do we have classes today?" and my other classmate said "no, we don't have class today" so I immediately open my phone and play games lmao with my friends but I was lagging so I just try not to tell em I'm lagging lol and when we finished playing the game I immediately chatted the gc if there is really no class cause I was so anxious And one of my classmate also said "no, it was cancelled" ofc I was so excited too because of Shoppee x Twice money go brr lmao I'm so broke rn
Sep 10 2021 I was so mad early in the morning because my sister doesn't want to go to school like?? And then my mom told me yo not let her go to school because she doesn't to lol and ofc I was so early in Afternoon praise lmao and ofc our history teacher told us about the 7 continents lmao and ofc my manifestation worked muahahahah our class got cancelled because of the internet plus we just stayed in zoom and played games my butt hurts so much and my throat too my fucking classmates made me a callcaster idk and spectator like bro someone told me that "are u rapping?" And i was like
Sep 11 2021 My mom was sick ofc she stayed home i was having mixed feelings because I wanted her to download genshin on my laptop on her office since our wifi here is so slow and unstable
Sep 12 2021 Was so anxious about myself because there's school tommorow and ofc can't sleep i slept like 5 in the morning and woke up 8:30 and then i slept again and woke up 11:30 then i get ready for school
Sep 13 2021 We had our class early lol it was Christian Living and ofc it's so easy because we already know this but idk then after about 40 mins our class ended idk why and then I can't attend class because our wifi was so unstable like?? And then blackout started happening and we have no internet connection lop classes ended that time
Sep 14 2021 I was so scared Because we have to say two riddles and ofc its spin the wheen and when it was my time to say my riddle and my English teacher told me that what is hinges? Like bro you're an English teacher and you don't even know what's hinges?
Sep 15 2021 We had a test on science and i didn't even studied and I got 18/25 lol
Sep 16 2021 Didn't attend school due to an unstable internet connection
Sep 17 2021 It was so fun chatting with my friends kinda got obsessed calling my friend with her last name
Sep 18 2021 I fucking hate my own friend because I try to gain confidence everytime And I always send them pics of mine and I told em not to share it to anyone and she fucking sent it to our school gc I cried the whole night and told her to delete it but she just laugh and I blocked her
Sep 19 Idk Boring day
Sep 20 Told the teachers that my signal is lagging lol and they believed me because it was raining that time.
Sep 21 Got sick lmao told the teacher that I'm Lagging lol
Sep 22 Tommorow's my grandma's birthday
Sep 23 I got sick lmao and I didn't attend class
Sep 24 I cried all day long
Sep 25 Tried to calm down
Sep 26 Scared because my mom would find out
Sep 27 Review day for our exam
Sep 28 Didn't get my exam so I was frustrated
Sep 29 Cried because of our exam
Sep 30 Crying that I want to kms didn't asnwer my math exam cause idk nothing
Oct 1 Tried to cheer myself up
Oct 2 Kinda feeling not okay
Oct 3 Really wanted to kms
Oct 4 Didn't attend class and told them that I was sick
Oct 5 There was a blackout that happened like 6am-3pm and class was cancelled
Oct 6 Really wanted to kms and I'm so frustrated with my family
Oct 7 Didn't have class at 1-3pm and also excited for tommorow's event
Oct 8 My mom invited me to go to the mall cause i needed to buy supplies. The event was kinda boring since its virtual and probably everybody's wifi was lagging
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Oct 30 My cousin and aunt wanted us to stay in their house so we stayed and slept there for the night Oct 31 Happy cause I slept in my cousins house with my Little sister Nov 1 I'm so happy that we celebrated together bit my cousins are leaving tommorow Nov 2 Kinda sad and worried Nov 3 Panicking cause i haven't finished our brochure and just submitted it even tho most things are missing Nov 4 Kinda okay cause no school just our teacher telling us about our score and mine is low asf. I wish my elementary self can also be my highschool self Nov 5 Dec 24 We celebrated Christmas and My Bday Dec 25 Merry Christmas lol
Dec 26 My uncle invited mw to their Christmas Party but I was not included in exchange gifting
Jan 1 Happy new year got drunk lol
Jan 2 Just a normal day passing by but still can't believe that it's already 2022
Jan 3 Got tired of myself and saying that I should change
Jan 4 Our classes will start tommorow and I don't want to go lol
Jan 5 Didn't have class cause they have an activity for students
Jan 6 Didn't attend class cause I'm waiting for my sister's birthday
Jan 7 Same as jan 6
Jan 8 Today is the day I can finally eat good foods lol and I also received a gift from my mom's friend
Jan 9 Boring day ngl
Jan 10 I was wishing on moontoon's new even which is called "starwars" yk they collabed with them and I got roger's epic which is I don't wven use him there were a lot of good skin there and I still got a skin from a character that I don't even use
Jan 11 I overslept and didn't attend school cause I woke up at like 4 pm
Jan 12 I have a feeling that I will download genshin later goodbye gb lol cause it literally cost 24gb tf
Jan 13 I was literally so worried bcs my name was called out in our zoom meeting and I fucking lagged and ofc I didn't answer but my friend told me that our teacher said that"oh she's absent" thank god that she didn't think I don't want to attend class anymore
Jan 14 We got a make up class which is around 10-11 and I was sleeping that time so yeah I didn't attend lol I woke up at 12 pm and I immediately open ig to tell my friends about what I dream of
March 1 I don't want to have any close contact with my friends because they always make me feel keft out also didn't attend class bcs our internet is slow
March 2 As usual we go to the church I even met my friends there but I'm kinda shy to say hi lol and when we got home kinda tired and layed onto my bed and then washed the dishes also didn't eat yet
March 5 Almost got killed for buying things online lol and yet haven't eaten a single thing
March 6 I'm tired
March 11 Found someone through genshin
March 12 Finding ways on how we will talk on other platforms
April 11 Wanna die he already has a girlfriend
May 1 We stopped talking
May 4 wanting to kms again
May 5 Got well known for not attending class
May 6 Probably always a boring day but panicked because I have alot of projects to do
It's ok to be embarrassed, but don't kys over it doll. That incident will flash by so fast. It won't be there forever, and your cousin sister understands that it is a natural thing, it happens to all of us who have wombs.
thank you I was so embarrassed that time because it was a lot but ty
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